Oh My God!!!

2010-05-21T23:18:00.004+08:00

Wow... Reflection time!!!!

Finally I have got time to mend this little space... Super sorries... Now i am waiting to go enjoy myself all the way... Smell of liberation and freedom is near to my nose... Long awaiting...

This few months tremendous changes in my life, i am actually change to another department n whoaaaaa total different working style... This is what i call WORK... Last time was juz learning experience... Now i am embarking on my journey closer to my dream i completed one semester already... More to come, i am overcoming them all...

Alright closer to the end of my 21st le... counting down...

2010-01-02T16:57:00.002+08:00

Well I have not been updating this space again... It's a new year now so i gotta jot down my little resolution for this year then... Hope that I can achieve them...

1. Do my job well=Having less OT
2. More time for my parents
3. Enroll into a course to get me a cert
4. Keep on singing
5. Swear lesser
6. Keep my smile on, lesser tears...

All i hope is that i have made a correct choice to change my career path, everyone is happy n stay healthy....

Actually I doesn't really like to countdown to new year...Meaning my parents are growing older I dun like that feeling, can the earth spin slower? Everyday is passing fast I must treasure them...

2009-12-06T00:40:00.002+08:00

Les Voix 09
Yesterday, the hard work have really paid off... though it was not a perfect one but we know we have work hard for it... Running to sch after work, frustrating over getting OT on days of practice all this coming to an end... Sure everyone is tired, pls hv a good rest...

Still thought that after concert have no other event for me, no reasons for me to join ve for practice... Meaning free mon nights, feeling little empty... But i am given this great chance to sing with my conductor's grp for 1 event... Well finally have something to occupy my emptiness... Though Mr Ong said, "all the alto part are difficult". Meaning i have work even harder for this... To ensure that I did my best... We have not much time left...

Singing hv become a part of my life, i sing while i work, i sing while i'm stress... I just simply want to sing... It's used as my nature panadol... N luckily i hv my nicest fren in ve together we have fun n support each other... Soon everyone will hv to move on to their own path, but we hv promise that we must cross path right...I will miss those days mondays we gather to sing n laugh...

2009-10-11T16:03:00.003+08:00

Well Well Well.. This little area of mine seems to be neglected... Sorry cuz of all the OTs i dun hv much time to update n nothing fun to share...

Juz some updates... realise didn't update much abt how ve is... Well for now i hv graduated n working but i still goes for ve... Juz feel like a commitment that cannot be given up... Try my very best to go for prac n now preparing for concert...

I seem to be lacking behind a bit due to the orlando trip, so some of the songs needs to put in extra effort... Hope that we can make it this time, i dunno if we will be able be singing (being a little negative) but will still grab any chance to perform....

Also hv went to sona's concert that's the point where it pulls me back to sing, i actually thinking of giving up but seeing them enjoying on the stage is the feeling that is so special to a performer...

台上十分钟，台下十年功。。。

After the performance a relieve face, a great job done, hard work paid off n looking forword to the other performance... That's the kind of feeling, expression that normal days we might not b able to get...

I'm juz simply hoping that we'll be able to continue singing...

2009-08-23T23:10:00.002+08:00

Every year this special day to me have come again... I will always summaries my year at this day... But this year is so special the one n only 21st but I will just do the same normal things... Quite envy those friend who have celebrated this year with party but I am not a hospitable person(although in hospitality course)so i dun dare to have a big party...

How i pass my day, was celebrating with my parents n cousin yesterday night and thanks mummy for the beautiful present and VE comm for the present i have received them... N helping von to do her poster lo... Although normal but i like it... Who ask the weather also dun like me... When my birthday comes thunder n lighting come too...

Well here my summary goes... Last year I was working at my company as a trainee, I work past the National Day and F1... Then went back to sch for completion of my last semester... I didn't really did well, but just graduated with a diploma now...Then i went to Orlando to work a little i really love the life over there but sadly i have to come back to where i was from my homeland... Living 4 months of unrealistic but very fulfilling life... Cause when I came back I know i have to face the reality i need a job n not sitting back home n watch tv n shake leg... So i came back to the my company to work i really love the people there... That's why i went back hoping that i could get a position...

Really i was given a position n I am happily working now, but due to my perfectionism giving myself a little stress... N i am not firm enough, but on sat i did something real firm n i did it... I am very happy...

Well my wishes for the future will be doing my job very well and learn more things, i won't stop learning everyday...Hope that I'll be stronger day by day in work... I am hoping to make lesser n lesser mistake ok?? Then for my parents having good health n my 桃花 can blossom a bit la... Thanks enjoying the last half an hour of my birthday...

2009-07-28T22:53:00.002+08:00

我不难过。。。

This is the song that have accompanied me this few weeks after I have come back n also times in the states... But now I have learnt a story behind this song...

作词:杨明学作曲:李偲松
又站在你家的门口我们重复沉默
这样子单方面的守候
还能多久
*终于你开口向我述说他有多温柔
虽然你还握著我的手
但我已不在你心中
我真的懂你不是喜新厌旧
是我没有
陪在你身边当你寂寞时候
别再看著我说著你爱过别太伤痛
我不难过这不算什么
只是为什么眼泪会流我也不懂
就让我走让我开始享受自由
回忆很多你的影子也会充满我生活
我并不懦弱你比谁都懂
虽然寂寞这会是我最后的宽容*
但我已不在你心中
Repeat *
抱紧我再抱紧我
这一份感动就请你让我留在胸口
别再说是你的错
爱到了尽头是非对错
就让它随风忘了所有过的比你快活
真的懂你不是喜新厌旧
是我没有
陪在你身边当你寂寞时候
别再看著我说著你爱过别太伤痛
我不难过这不算什么
只是为什么眼泪会流我也不懂
不要再说或许这是最好的结果
现在分手总好过你不爱我一拖再拖
松开你的手离开你左右
我向前走这会是我真正的解脱

I super like the lyrics of this song, it was wrote by 杨学明... Some of us might not know who he was, but so sadly that he have already left us... I was idleing this few weeks after I have came back from the states n found out about this talented guy, cuz I super like this song n then i found out the person who wrote the lyrics have pass on i was quite sad as he left behind with us this beautiful lyrics...

I am a person who like the lyrics more than the melody cuz it's the lyrics that makes a melody more meaningful... That's was y i love singing n we are telling a story through the lyrics... I will always try to feel the lyrics where we could give in more feeling while singing the song (not trying to be drama la)and singing/ listening them at the correct time... Giving me a soothing feeling... After going to states have given me more exposure to more different type of music n the trip actually have a little improvement to appreciating music and songs...

Little updates of me... Still trying to look for job, but with hope... Going from interview to interview hoping that every opportunity will be the right one... I now know how tough to look for job... But still wish me luck...

2009-07-17T10:45:00.002+08:00

After 4 months....

My first step onto Singapore land was welcomed by phones calls n malay speaking officers... This was the first time heard Malay after 4 months i was super touch... Then after going through arrival, I went to duty free shop to buy alcohol, that's the first time i use Sing Dollars after 4 months... I was super elated...

The next day, von n pd brought me to tour around Singapore to see the new changes, firstly we went to Army Market @ Lavender, I ate the craving Prawn Soup Mee... Yeah the first time after 4 months... Then we went on to Orchard Road, wow super big changes after I left, the opening of Orchard Central n Ion have beautify the whole orchard road... I felt like a tourist... Then we came to Shunfu Market where Von bought her nice Swiss roll, I have too much of them over there so didn't want to try... N back to AMK also big changes, MOF opened, Prima Deli moved.. So much changes within the 4 months I left...

Then went back to VE saw familiar faces n yeah first time to sing choral after 4 months... Luckily i still remember some old songs... Then after resting at home... I started to have fever... So suai, all my plans all spoiled... My nice food all gone, everyday stuck to the TV n com... Self Quarantine... But shouldn't be H1N1... Currently, recovering... All my favourite food I'll sure conquer you all after i recover....

I was so sad, when I went to see doctor, the fragrance from the mixed vegetable rice make me drool.. WTH after 4 months no chance to eat now still prohibit me longer... My God faster let me recover i wanna eat nice food!!! N go out with my frens....

2009-07-02T06:01:00.005+08:00

Coming to an end of life in Orlando.... Counting down 10 days....

Well going home in about less than 10 days, have mixed feelings happy to get to see my frens n family... But also losing the fun n relax lifestyle here... Shopping all day long and repeating my phrase abt 500 times everyday... But it will still be good to be home with my lovely fnf...

Well today i just did something real crazy, i can't believe that i jump of from 15,000 ft from a plane... That's was the coolest thing to do sia... Never regret SKYDIVING.. Love of my life, i wanna do it again in other countries if i ever get the chance to do it... No fear after falling down from there... But it was real cool, i wanna do it again... Never Regret coming to Orlando...

Well I'll have to remember this day, 1st July 2009 My first fall out of the plane... Looking for more in the future (Hopefully i get the chance to)...

More stuff to update abt life here... A list of stuff that i'll miss most from Orlando... (Random Order)

1. Malls and Outlets (Shopping, shopping n more shopping)

2. IHOP (International House Of Pancakes) Totally Rocks!!!

3. Walmart and Publix (Get my grocery done)

4. Universal and Disney theme park

5. Twelve Oaks (My Apartment)

6. Roomates and Housemates

7. My Co-Workers

8. MSNing with my mum!!! She totally rocks, picking up how to use MSN for my trip... Love her

9. Jaywalking 8 lanes road..

10. Weather in Florida, and Miami's Beaches...

Well less than 10 day i'll be back S'pore but still gotta undergo quarantine hope to see my frens soon...

2009-05-17T12:00:00.008+08:00

Lovely 200th post... Simply Love the Skies of Orlando...

It's been long that i have posted any photo here, shall let the 200th post be a memorable one...

Enjoy the skies... Taken mostly from my apartment area... The skies here are nice but the weather aren't... Gotta be such great memories to see this pics....

2009-05-13T11:29:00.002+08:00

1 post to 200th post le... Today experience real cool experiences...

I have always been telling my mum, coming to Orlando will make my best 21th b'day prez le, i dun want anything more this is a real great experience now.. Although I still misses S'pore loads..

Alright, we are stepping into Summer soon here, weather is freaking hot, keep drinking water to hydrate myself n layers n layers of sunblock before work start... The skies suddenly turn dark from the normal scorching sun... Rains start to fall, then came the wind and the hail... Today learn a new term called hail... Falling ice with rain, that's something we won't get to see if i were to stay back in S'pore... Then super strong wind, n lightning n thunder... The big umbrella were flying towards us n i'm continue working... But it's really a cool experience that we can't get back in S'pore...

I was joking, saying that the scene we see now is totally similar to wat i see in one of our attraction Twister, where everything start to fly... There is a real cool attraction in the park, where they take you through how the movie "Twister" is made... N it about tornado and hurricane, therefore we can see signboard dropping, flying cars n break water post, n the best flying cow... So now i get to see the flying umbrella n hail... God that's is super memorable... I was well taken care of as my colleagues are telling me that there will be more of such rains... My team leader also said that today was juz a small shower...

We were like toot that have not seen such disaster, n the aftermath was flood n i stayed back to help a little... N my shoes is now full of mud n i juz washed it n now they are turning in the dryer haha... I starting to miss S'pore breakfast, n thinking how to adapt back to S'pore lifestyle?

2009-05-08T09:41:00.003+08:00

I have tried to blog so many times but i do not have interesting topics to share abt so now i have finally found a truly funny and memorable topic to blog abt.... Well i have been here for a while and there is really some funny incidents that happened i would like to share....

Incident 1
We have cable TV at home but we keep switching the tv for about 1 to 2 weeks plus, and we have only 13 channels... Cable only 13 channels meh.... Then we found out that we have to change settings in the TV to cable then the cable will work....

Incident 2
It is actually made up of few incidents of damages that we have done at home and that's real cute... We actually put our plastic ladle into the dish washer and it fall down to the heating element and it end up melting it n we replaced a new ladle... N when we were cooking the handle of the pan drop out... N now we are using a the pan without the handle... n here n there some of the bulb juz blew off... N we took quite long for our grinder to work...

All the above are incidents with equipment that we are not familar back in S'pore... Cuz we dun use dishwasher and grinder and cable TV is done another way...

N finally juz few days ago, at my work place where they have a Soda vending machine in the breakroom... The machine is making weird noise and we dunno what's happening to it... So we were taking break as per normal and suddenly the vending machine drop 8 bottles of warm coke out... So i was there n i happen to get to share 1 bottle and that make my day super duper happy, cuz that was the first time i tried an American Coke... Yeah...

I wanted to announce that I have already been on the first roller coaster in my life the super dueling dragon, i have jelly legs after that and was happy that i conquer 1 but i think i still need to have more courage to take more other rides cuz i still have some bad feelings for the "butt not on the seat" feel therefore i looking forward to overcome it abit more... That's all folks... Finally i'm done....

2009-04-18T22:02:00.002+08:00

After so long....

I have actually written a super long post but i accidentally deleted it... Well i have been here for quite a while... Life goes on... Super excited to go back... I super miss Singapore... I even dreamt that i have reach Sing already, but when i open my eyes my whole heart sunk... In my dream i was asking my mummy whether am i dreaming... She say no, but in fact i was....

So far i'm here have not been home sick, cuz my house has got a homy feeling, all of us care for each other... Cooking for each other, shopping with each other.... But we all misses Sing food... So down here nothing much to eat except for junk food o some off days will treat ourselves with nicer food, like sushi, Mexican food and some others went buffet...

But this trip have let me learn alot how to live alone, cook food for myself (maybe when i'm back Sing my culinary skill will become better) and also become independent... We also went exploring the city by ourselves super exciting... There should be quite alot of things i missed out... Friends B'day, any event and outings... I super wanted to go with... N lots of things.... But coming here also allow me to sort out n think through things which i have been thinking for so long... I also knew alot of other schools hospitality student(more friends)... Hehe...

Alright so far was my thought for now... Luckily i have got my HK drama to accompany me through the days without internet... Now my internet connection is super good so can go online n watch more drama, super happy... Back in Singapore i always have no time to watch cuz the TV show was nice enough to attract me... Here haha i will sit on my bed everyday to catch up with those show that i have not finish... My motivation for work is go home watch drama haha...

Counting down 84 days back to Sing... Might have differ due to time zone difference...

2009-03-26T21:48:00.002+08:00

Greetings From Orlando...

Finally i have got to update my bloggie le... Cuz was busy with work n settling down so well here today is my off day and finally got connection... Life here was pretty alright only the eating habits that we need to adopt to... But hopefully dun get me fat... Yesterday i went to eat char siew rice that was my most happiest meal n also our potluck we have in our house....

Will be starting to work soon alone after training hope everything is ok... N everything is alright in Singapore... I wanna go back soon i'm craving for the food already.... 12 weeks alright... See all... Good health to all...

2009-03-01T23:29:00.005+08:00

Super Duper Exciting Week....

Well too much things have happened for the last week, i not sure where n how to start...
Alright i shall start from the earliest in chronological order...

1 Excellence gathering
Firstly, we my secondary school classmates gathered and have loads of fun, super miss the fun with them and our gathering is like gather to gamble cuz we have 2 tables of MJ playing concurrently... But is the fun to see them again after so long everyone have their own progression in life... We got a teacher, the rest are students some going to become missy, accountant and more... Then we talk abt the past fun activities, never fails to complain abt the singing incident... See we sing in class too... How much we love singing... Haha... Not the whole class la only minority of us... Alright shall put the past behind us n look forward in our lives... Hope everyone will have great future ahead....

Exams
Alright did my poly last 3 papers on that week n weee we are now considered graduated, however graduation = idling, alright therefore I have crazily past the days after papers... Shan't talk abt how great o how worst i will do for the papers but when the results is out we'll noe the ans...

Sushi Outing
After my paper the next day, went out to have Sakae sushi buffet with von... Gosh we makan full till our nose... However service receive a little disappointed... Dun think will go there again ba... Then went to Daiso to buy my stuff for Orlando trip... Shop a little then went to MS... Then we went to the nice lift there to capture nice scenery, it was not as scary this time round... Happy camwhoring and forgetting the Security Guards are watching at us from the CCTV... oppsy...

The best bbq that i have been to...
This week is a rainy week, so haven been hoping hard that the bbq day we have chosen have no rain... But was disappointment, when i was abt the go meet them started raining liao... Then reach there rain a little and we stayed at a shelter to hope the rain will stop... From the pass few nights we could see that nights seldom rain... Therefore we started bbq and everything was fine... Then we went to rent bikes, thinking that we could enjoy little breeze, then happily we went riding... O a sudden heavy downpour came xiuhui n i were still on our way back to the pitch...

When we reach the pitch we were all wet... However are really united n bonded, we all stayed n cook all the food... Therefore we were literally cooking in the rain, n everyone carry umbrella for each other, sing songs to keep ourselves entertained... This is really a true good bonding session, where we all experience cooking in the rain together... I think we were the only group that was still at the pitch after the downpour came... Alright then we went to a pavilion at the HDB area to clear up the food... Then we went to catch the last bus n reach home all wet...

Betty's Birthday
Lastly, was my dearest bb's birthday, we went to the usual restaurant n makan nice food till we were duper full also... Then, we went to eski bar to drink, this is the first time i have drink at the low temperature area, therefore we were all freezing... N we camwhore alot, then drink n i have mudslide... Then i received a gift from one of my classmate, Shi Ting, i really like it alot as it is with a doggie cover n our group pic... Haha truely memorable, n were feeling sad when the day came to an end, however we'll still keep in touch de right...

Now are preparing for the trip to puding house and my internship at US, hope that everything will go smoothly... I hope that everything will be alright for everyone.... N tml's back to VE looking forward.... All the above mentions activities photos will be seen in facebook (except for exams) therefore enjoy...

2009-02-10T09:27:00.008+08:00

Happy end of Chinese New Year....

Well yesterday was the day when the CNY come to last... Nothing much about how i "enjoyed" my CNY... Indulging in my proj too... Now finally left with the last 1 to go... Faster... I'm graduating soon... After that will go to Universal Studio... Well will super miss singapore but only for 4 months very fast de la... Needa survive on my own... Hope when i'm back i'll totally be a renewed person... Awaiting to Uni, if not then hopefully can get a job.... Then will still continue singing etc... Going to be 21th... What will be like when i become 21th...When i'm away to US i'll miss loads of friend's 21th... I'm super sorry...

What i wanted for my 21th from myself, dun think will want a celebration, spared me from doing planning apart from my projs not a very good host also though a hospitality student... Hope that i can become a independent girl, plus a little blue box(little prezzi)... If there any good catch for me then will be great... Recently went to my classmates 21th birthday... Some pic to share...

During CNY also went to volunteer for chingay... Well the show was super nice, but the waiting time is not so nice la... Then we had fun lo...

From here we could see how much fun we enjoyed!!! After that needa summit 5 pages report...

2009-01-22T22:20:00.006+08:00

Past Due Outs....

Alright, after much fight with the contractions, 2 babies is finally born surrendered them to the caretakers for health check... Well well shall talk abt the things happened in the past week....

Firstly, went to have a sumptuous meal for PD birthday hope you have enjoyed it, thanks to Mr Ong too... Then the next day was my first time going onto the Esplanade stage performing... Coolest experience but loads of sianning time... Have made full use of the time... After going to the performance super loads of ideas for my babies...

Last last week also welcomed a new member to my family... This time is the real baby... My cousin's baby boy, have no time to visit him yet will do so when his full month... Gotta try carrying new born babies... No struggling pls!!!

Deep down in my heart was super sad, did made it for the last practice for VE... Due to a "Thumb" briefing... Never mind i sure will make it for the first practice next time... Hais then will be graduated already...VE has really made my Poly life super meaningful... Nice ppl, nice place, nice songs and all.... We sing, we laugh, we complain, we gossip, we crap, we exercise , we love, that's us... Going through so many things for the past 3 years... Thanks to Von for pulling me in ar... Now we are graduating, then we working, we separate n stuff... Hope that we could still be as a group, confused abt the future.... Lastly a group pic...

2009-01-12T21:45:00.004+08:00

MCE presentation....

Today was my MCE presentation. Well had shitty report for my lovely bb aka niang niang to edit again... Hope this will be the last.... But we all enjoyed ourself in the process of presenting... 1 proj down more to come... All must jia you ar.... Well Wishes for next week presenting groups... Proj Proj Proj at 1 point of time was really stress sia... More stress to come.... Some nice pics to enjoy 1 day... Hardwork really pays off....

2009-01-02T22:11:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year!!!!

Finally bid goodbye to 2008, walking into 2009....
Gonna set some New Year's Resolutions... N some wishes that i have...

1. I'll try super hard not to give shity report (that's for projects)
2. Super need a good job to support my Daddy n Mummy...
3. I'll help out wif housework as much as possible... (trying)

Wishes....
Hope that it will be a good year ahead, though everyone says it will be a hard year....
Hope that everyone have good health...
Hope that the economy will be good, everyone have a job...

Haha had set something achievable hope that i can do it... Hope that I can have a safe trip to Orlando if everything was approved....

2008-12-25T23:57:00.002+08:00

Christmas Day!!!

Wishing everyone a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year...
Things has happen on the day of Christmas, I found this little old maiden sitting in my heart... Sometimes there to bring up the reality... Every year i grew to dislike Chinese New Year and even Christmas... Whenever Christmas here meaning another year is ending... I really hope that time could stop n i could remain in this time forever... I dun want to know abt reality, but i have to face it...

I broke down n tear through Christmas, sad n broken am i... I promise not to break but i'm still broken... I hate that day to come... I dun want to be near... Wat a sad Christmas to me, another day have past with smile n fatigue.... Promise try not to break again...

2008-12-20T17:04:00.003+08:00

Thanks to all a very nice memory for me....

Hv been busy preparing for the Musique Voyage, and it comes to an end in about 90 mins.... Was enjoying myself in singing though little mistake here n there but i still enjoyed the process... After first half was rather fast, then link back to wat i have learnt in my lessons... I need to thanks my project mates for understanding, thanks VE for all the hardwork everyone have put in and thanks to all the audience... Lastly a formal pic...

2008-12-10T00:23:00.011+08:00

Long Awaits Here Comes My Results...

I Got an A, however not much increase in GPA ba... Disappointment...

Some pics to share from the days of my IPP...

My lovely uniform

Morning View

Happen to find out i took the same view at night....

FiNaLlY, Me n harbour view.....

2008-12-06T02:20:00.005+08:00

Once again long time no blog le ar....

Due to my high volume of project and busy wif VE.... However today have finally finish 1 "baby" and 2 icas like put down 1 big burden but another coming.... i have done calculus today... i finally knew how nic felt... Going to give up soon think i couldn't cope ba... i would rather use my time for the other modules which are much more impt... At least i knew a bit abt calculus la...

Finally change my blog song... A little reveal this song might be sang on our concert... It's Itsumo Nando Demo... I'm loving it... Had been looking for it, finally found.... Hope all would enjoy this song....

I got my new lappy, though not something real good, but juz normal functions will be fine for me...

Lastly, to say that i might get to go orlando to work for 4 months... Hopefully everything will be alright...
I'm looking forward to it... At the same time a little worried for my parents... I want to take care of them, give them better lifestyle, if they would like to retire i would take up the load n "yang" them ba...

Looking forward to the new enironment and most imptly SHOPPING spree la... Dun think too much first till next tue for the result...

N still wanna complain y my IPP results still not out... Wait till neck super long liao la... Also getting nervous for my concert on 19 dec... Interested pls contact me... N also the carols cd....

Hope all would enjoy this new song on my bloggie i'm loving it....

2008-11-13T16:05:00.003+08:00

1 week plus after sch reopen lo.... Feeling alright back to student lifestyle... Have more time to enjoy life... 1st week of sch was quite hectic all the project drop onto us.... Again hv to go into this conceiving period hopefully my baby can give me good returns... Hopefully no accident in the duration of conceiving....

Currently embracing on 1 big baby.... Entrepreneurship i'm the leader hopefully this biggest baby will be very super healthy upon birth then all of the mummy will be super glad, and finally can put down 1 big burden... I know that i still have long way to go but will workhard.... But currently so sad la all my babies mummys n daddys all random ppl...So poor thing babies...

Finally on sun went to celebrate em's b'day hv fun at Eskibar... The drinks was nice especially Kh's...Hehe... Got a funny name as well.... Next b'day to celebrate will be win's ba... Looking forward....

Alright today i hv a funny lesson learnt abt hotel la... We are talking abt hotel practices and traditions... Then my lecturer told me there is a hotel in America that hv duckies marching through the lobby as a ceremony of the day... Guest would gather around the red carpet for the duckies to march through funny.... They will march into the pond in the morning, and march back to where they are kept...

This a pic i found cute ba...They really came out from the pond n march through the lobby... Can find the video of them marching on youtube... The peabody hotel duck marching....This hotel is in Orlando....

2008-11-01T01:32:00.003+08:00

Lastly....

Realise super long never update lo.... Well i hv now completed all my work and hv a 1 week rest for myself... Also not forgeting my recharge trip i need it every time when i'm super tired...

Let me update from the earliest till now....
Well at my last week of work my manager allowed me to go through different shift and different dept... So i went through Mid night- we call the "G" shift... Then to the club floor n the suite floor too... "G" shift is duper fun, although body clock hv to reverse, i'm totally ok wif it... Then i learn abt all the report we need to do and also get to "see" so much... Then also we morning called for mac delivery to fill our stomach, due the "nice" supper provided by the company...

Then to the club floor haha learn so much abt FnB like serving food and making coffee, and prepare for cocktail... Then also tasted the food Hahaha... Very rare of chance i hv a food tasting session... Also visited once again the pres suite and also some customise things for the guest... Really like staying in heaven and enjoy life... There are also proposals happening in the room super touching man... Though never seen it myself but could felt how it will be felt...

Then my last day there they prepared a celebration for me... The first trainee that hv this treatment...Lots of food n cake n prepared by the kitchen...They gave me a pen engrave wif my name so touching la... Then when i step out of the staff entrance i start to tear, thinking i might go back there to work ba... I'm still not sure... I'm super happy to get into this company la, learn alot n face alot of things n overcoming the fears... N getting to know all my colleagues they are real great ppl....

I also went for my secondary sch alumni gathering... Seeing alot of my frens let me felt happy, but most of them hv got their license,i really must buck up lo... Also get to see our sch's Singapore Idol still as friendly, he's the MC for the day... Jus like the ex principal says... Seeing self confidence in him is what the sch would like to see in every student/ alumni from the sch...This is wat the sch trying to develop in each n every student... I'm slowing finding it in me hopefully i can possess it too... Self confidence is very impt in watever we are doing... Upon completing my IPP i could also find a tiny little bit in me as my colleagues hv been encouraging me alot...

Next is my malaysia trip to rest n recharge myself... Makan loads n loads of nice food... N hv super good rest but miss one practice... Super guilty... Hopefully everything will be ok for concert now on... Sch starting real soon, need to convert back to a student lo.... lectures n tutorials.... testes n exams all coming to meet me lo... Getting prepared to go back to sch hope that i won't fall a sleep in lectures... Keep fingers cross....

2008-10-09T22:09:00.003+08:00

So many things is happening and i doesn't seems to feel it... I'm really worry for the future... Tis girl here is curious what the future is like....

Thinking this year might b the last time i might be performing on the stage... If there is NYPVE alumni will I hv time to attend? Will it able to b formed?
Will the concert be ok? Tis year's repetiore hv lesser words meaning we hv got more expression to put in... Except for the song Words with loads of lyrics to memorise...
Recently recession going on how long will it last? Will i be affected?
Will women in future become super independent n hv their own children?
Is happening now but will it become a norms?
Will they be able to get baby bonus if they hv their own children without a daddy?

This girl is juz super curious.... Too long no blog le, juz some crap... Trying to keep myself from taking afternoon nap thus hv to think of crap....

2008-10-03T22:34:00.002+08:00

We have finished recording!!! Recording is a tiring process, but the outcome of some songs were real good... But there are also bloopers here n there... I made a big blooper, super sorry have to do another take to cover over... But when i heard that we are singing and breathing together show our chemistry n all our hardwork pay off... Today was an entire whole day of recording hope that the outcome will be fine.... Waiting for the outcome... N the stupid result still not out sia... Sianz going to sleep lo... Enjoying off days weee....

2008-09-28T21:58:00.003+08:00

Tonight's the Day..... First ever night race for F1..... I'm happily sitting infront of my lovely TV....

Jus seen the first ever night race is like something in the history..... I have a chance to watch at the F1 race close up for the qualifying round....

Really is dream come true for me.... Super loads of happenings i never thought of recording a cd at all.... But the sch juz went ahead and did it... Another round of recording coming hopefully will be fine.... Watching my first ever F1 race live.... So so much of surprises this few days... Yesterday did OT helping out super enjoy but is tiring that's y today have to watch the race at home.... Tml gotta go front office lo wish me best of luck... Confidence pls come wif me...

2008-09-22T00:24:00.002+08:00

Chnage back to my old skin cuz i there are some problem with the old one... Super excited abt loads of upcoming things... F1.... Recording.... Results still not out.... loads more la.... Dunno wat's coming up for me... Well on fri we went to chomp chomp to makan is super loads of ppl de lo... Waited for like 1 hour sia... Then haha my sec sch classmate all zai most of them got driving license le lo... So sad i still dun have... Should i get???? All i hope is my results 2 b good.... Then i shall pamper myself after getting results... Waiting for Results!!!
Wed is our recording hope everything will go well, yups that's all for now still gotta work then got $$$ to pamper myself hehe...

2008-09-14T20:59:00.003+08:00

Omg super long no post liao.... Today is Mid Autumn Festival but not my day man.... I kanna scolded by 2 guests today.... I was brave at the first time cuz it's wasn't my fault i super surprise i no fear n talk to guest... But the second one is through phone n it was my fault, sadded but look open liao... A hello panda made my day better... Hai today is the beginning of my whole week early shifts.... Counting down last prac b4 going into recording studio, super nervous... First time into recording super loads to things to see n learn.... Hope everything will be successful hope we will be able to complete....

Juz some pic from my bday outing wif Lynda from her blog....

Thank you all for the fun.... Hope that you hv enjoy yours k...

2008-09-03T02:06:00.002+08:00

Completed my IPP lol..... Well hv not been blogging cuz preparing for the report, hope my hardwork will pay off... N nw i continue working there for part time... Cuz quite flexible working time, the next up preparation will be the year end concert and our production....

My birthday was a happy day, i did rained very heavy cuz i off... i went out wif bb n xx haha full day of fun.... i wanna go there again... The next day met up wif lynda, her bf, daryl, jem, ruiliang to makan at shokudo... Finally tried the waffles... Super like, i wanna eat wif ice cream next time... Then after that went to minds cafe to play... Tried very hard to win, also kanna block by other group so sad... but overall very fun thanks to all of them for such an enjoyable day....

After that my company have team building session for our department... Was super enjoyable, the makan at rice bowl is super nice and we had an accomodation in the rooms, i lucky got harbour view 52 floor.... After bath then watch tv a while then i fall asleep on the comfortable beds... Till morning lo...

Well all my joyful events of the past week... n i get to enjoy my hols till 3 nov... Work hard get more $$$... Then also work hard for concert lo... My next focus will be for VE lo... till i start sch... Hope i could cope with calculas....

2008-08-16T22:23:00.003+08:00

Reflections

Stepping into this month, meaning stepping nearer to nearer into my twenty lo...Well I should look back into myself... I wanna know better of myself...

L have assisted me to go through some of the thinking process.... Actually i quite understand myself but i kept escaping from it.... Showing low confidence level.... L ask me what's the defination of Friends Forever....
I jus answer "meaning keeping contact after apart" but i'm not doing it at all.... Asking myself did i ever contacted any??? I'm juz too selfish wanting to know as many ppl calling friends but how well do i know them? Disappointing in this part i have never take initiative to talk to any frens till they come n talk to me, thinking too much hv put me into this habit, a simple hi to start conversation would be so sweet.... But i juz didn't do it....

I'm so low in confidence, always thinking negativly... Looking at me normal looking, only by abiltites could stand up but dropping in standard hv pull me more downwards.... Singing is my fav, counted my best talent, however couldn't even focus on singing my alto part well.... So much hv contributed to a low confi level.... Sometimes when i'm able to do something, inferior feelings hv made it worst.... Only now in work i hv some confidence in myself thus would like to dump myself in huge pile of work, negleting friends, neglecting family....

Am i a filial girl? After starting IPP hv let me putting in more thoughts for my parents, actually every year of my birthday i would be sad as my parents hv grown older also... I want to be with them, i want to provide them the best of everything, after starting IPP when i hv the ability i would bring them to dinner n stuff... FAMILY....
Not saying it out due to conservative only can do by showing it.... That's all i could...

Well after all this really would like to thanks those who will be celebrating o hv given me prez for my b'day.... Letting me to enjoy this low period... Thanks for the bag n watch i really liking it... N the piece of cake is really nice... Realising that day was my lunar b'day n waiting for me to knock off really thanks loads.... Friends and Family the 2 impt Fs of my life i hv to regain back my confi n also all my friends.... And wishing my parent good health that's all i ask for....

*My off day i went to watch 12 Lotus wif my mum... I like the show the song were nice, clothes were nice n cried like no body business... It's really like a musical telling a story wif the song... Super ke lian....*

2008-08-08T01:15:00.000+08:00

Lovely August!!!
Usually went i step into the month of aug would like to summaries my past events for the one year that i have went through here i go again....

The Biggest / Major event that i went through was my IPP i hv never ever dreamt that i would b able to work at front of the house... Remember b4 i start IPP i super wanted to go housekeeping... Really pei fu them the cart is 20kg can... My current dept is the most contact with all dept n hv also seen the back of the house... Super fun and get to know loads of great ppl n frens.... All the fun seems to end pretty soon i will miss the period of time that i hv...

I will miss the briefing, gst complains, flight delay(though hated the most), nsr cko cdo hi abf cn all the codes that we use.... Laughter n tuckshop "wonderful" food, request file, weekly roster, media, worst smelly stocking..... Loads more thingy... Most impt all my collegues and managers....

My LO was super correct going through IPP is juz like a ns feeling... The changes i felt... More mature thoughts, more bold of handling gst, more confidence of completion of task, i hv seen myself grown from someone who totally hv no idea of wat is going on in a hotel/at my desk till i'm able to solo at my desk.... Though i'm still not very strong on rooms wise, but i hv seen myself grown....

IPP hv also allowed me open to loads of thinking source, i now hv a better view of wat's future like n all my dreams in line after graduation wat to do... Also concept n thoughts i hv, though i felt it's a bit pessimistic n bias but currently my thought was but this it might change as my years go on and more things to go through... I'm going to pursue my dreams n be happy wif wat i will get....
I juz hope that i can be more decisive on food cuz currently i hate to choose food, hv lead me to hate hving to choose for my makan whenever i hv too much choices....

Well this is the biggest stage i go through for the year and hv grown and into really another phase of my life no more teen for me all beginning wif -ty.. Blogging on this super day 08/08/08.... Really happy n hope my wishes to come through... Relationships will b additionals to life now...

2008-07-29T00:12:00.002+08:00

Well seems like quite long never blog le.... Mmmm actually i haven do my weekly report but down here blogging... Super happy cuz i have a sort of slumber party in house... Super fun waiting for fireworks but suai suai that week dun have.... Never mind still hv loads of fun... Then also found a super nice chicken wing stall.... Yummy Yummy!!! Then we makan load of food waiting for the late shift to off duty then join us in the fun... In the mean time midnight shift actually join us in the fun.... Brought twister in and also a gift for us the "Graduate".... Then we play n chit chat till 3am telling ghost story etc... Then the next day i early shift haha sleep abt 3 hours then off to work...

After work i went hm, super tired then i fall into this deep sleep till i feel nothing, till night 11pm i actually dunno i fell into such a deep sleep... But after i wake up super scare i cannot fall back to sleep, but by abt 2am i actually sleep again till today's morning shift.... Well this is like the longest "nap" i ever have.... I was thinking m i really that tired.... Dunno dun care.... But this week i'm going to enjoy myself ba... Loads of planning of fun activity ahead for this week and also performance... Looking forward... Before that i need to do my report n tml work lo...Tata

2008-07-17T15:55:00.002+08:00

Whee finally changed my blog skin liao... Well this skin totally fit the song plus got lyrics below hope everything is running fine...

Well nothing much from the work but i'm now a T1 liao for 1 song... Hais drop again.... Well n nic went to T2 then i super weak loh... I really confused on parts, rhythm is my weakest point, i really hate this.... Hope that i will be ok...

Hais times really flies and my IPP is ending soon le, i have been working for nearly 5 months le leh... Increadible, that day i was thinking abt when i go back to sch i will super miss the 2.30 briefing everyday, we crap and laugh and share and learn together... I finally learn so much abt how to survive in work... System is just a dead thing to learn, but is the soft skill of managing the relationship with guest and how to handle their queries and complaint... This is only the experience could teach you what to do....

After long hours of standing, every morning waking up wif aching legs due to heels, and veins are all popping out... My teacher was right, ever since all student went out to work they have convert from a student to a working adult where we all aged so fast, my legs super ugly now.... All have been aged....Aged....

2008-07-11T00:20:00.006+08:00

Gosh i have so many places that i wanna go.... I wanna go johor for 1 day fun, juz wanna go relax and enjoy for 1 full day.... I wanna to cut my hair so much (Cut already).... My colleages are passing ballot to go HK for Shopping!!! So envy can!!! Forgot to add...I super wanting to go the new walking trail at mount faber....

Lists of Countries to go in my years of life ba hopefully....
Taiwan (Never tired of there)
Hong Kong & Macau
Argentina influenced by TV
Las Vegas & NY
Japan & Korea
Europe????Paris????

In sequences of my desire, but no one to go wif me yet.... Last four might not be able to fulfill ar....
Maybe could also find someone who like to travel... And sing...And dogs... Joking lah... I must be independent and go there myself o whoever also interested.... Now need to work hard for my dreams to be fulfilled lo....
Jia Yous back to work!!!!

2008-07-04T00:57:00.003+08:00

Another lovely n hectic week....

Well this week was full of fun, went to makan with my colleagues, super fun loh is like abt 15 of us well it's really difficult to get so many of us to gather together for outings sia... But we have made it... We went to makan at a Korean buffet in one of the hotel near us and all we do is sit n eat n laugh n joke.... Some relaxing moment from hectic work loads n also gathering with some of our recent tender colleagues... Counting down actually i left with only abt 1 to 2 months plus to end of attachment... Actually will tend to feel down, o sad that's it is coming to an end soon... I have been used to this kind of life, work then watch tv n sleep.... When i'm back to sch dunno to cope...

Currently hating my appetite, cuz i can't really decide on wat food to eat i'm soo soo hating this.... Whenever i have to eat at hawker i would feel sad cuz i can't decide.... Shall give this a pass, hope that i'll b ok soon..

Well work my first ever b2b, back to back.... Meaning a late shift den a morning shift... Well 4 hours of sleep, didn't felt sleepy cuz the lesser i sleep the better attention i have on work... I know this is only for 1 day then night went out wif von after my morning shift, cool went to the toy n comic fair too things were real cute but juz to walk around to see see look look only.... Then we went makan at the jap restuarant near to yck stadium... Well the bbq were nice then home sweet home... That day was haha only 4 hours of sleep n last till around 9pm... But i got a super big blue black maybe is from the 4 hours of sleep.... But working have given me super loads of blue blacks... One leg juz recover another leg kenna... But this is a big one when i hit into a corner of the desk super hard... After rubbing recovered.... bb u r correct i'm always getting blue black here n there.... I'm super rough ba always know into things...

Then yesterday after work super qiao can, when i was abt to cross the road i saw lynda... Soooo long never meet up then accompany her go buy things a while n haha chit chat abit... Well need to meet up soon man loads of things to chat ba... Hai need to catch up with all friends le... Pls a gathering pls....

2008-06-27T01:08:00.005+08:00

I have a Dream....

Yesterday went to my colleagues' birthday chalet, then went back at abt 3.40am... Cuz they all went to sleep as they need to work n nothing much to do except watching soccer match, I was supporting germany but the other team so fast goal le... But in the end Germany Still won... Yeah!!! But not much on that.... Before some colleagues went to sleep, zabos were sitting together to chit chat a bit.... Then we talking abt dreams, i was quite shock that i have some colleagues' dreams is to become a housewife...

Have a tiny house, cook for family n take care of dog... Housewife is really a tough job i would rather work ba... Housewife have to work all hours n try to keep expenses to the minimun n loads of housework.... I think at this era quite hard to be housewife as the inflation is getting bad to worst, an additional income is needed in the family... See next month the electricity prices are increasing as fuel prices are high.... I was thinking in the future will our country become a bicycle country, where everyone would cycle instead of drive.... U know cycle, environmentally friendly, no need fuel, no need COE, no need ERP.... Like so good can exercise some more.... Juz thinking la... Also quite inconvenient like difficult to go too far a distance....

Today's my off day didn't rain as no acitivities planned, n super hot can.... Then i tried to list out the all my expenses for the past 3 months of attachment and hope that i could keep track and could save more $$$... Next month onwards need to save loads, cuz this month spend likr nobody business cuz of GSS.... But I can say lucky i'm single got lesser expenses cuz only for myself only, but if i hv a bf i would feel that the entertainment expenses should be shared ba...(only my own opinion) Unless the guy is earning so much more n doesn't mind spending....Previously i hv this couple fren, the way they spend is really gd... They would each take out an amount of money and put together so whenever they have expenses they will take out from there... In one way they can save money as they can keep track of the amount spend on entertainment and could also shared out the expenses unless only for presents n other stuff have to take out more money ba... Hais i have typed too much on $$$ saving must be the TV programme that i hv watched.... Let all save $$$ and become rich men n women hehe......

2008-06-21T22:57:00.004+08:00

Hope that this will be a long post.....

I found out im super brief on blogging now, cuz work la... But now i finally found some time to really sit down and think through ar... Well first of all, my post for camp super brief but i also didn't attend much but i did enjoy myself la... Prior to this i think i miss out something fun wif my "luan lun family" thus i now faster add back... Well meet up wif them on 13/05 (fri) black fri lor...

For celebration of mum's birthday.... We meet around 4pm which i so heng can get an early shift that day... Then expect they will be late again i walk from City Hall to Orchard again... Then met they all at orchard mrt... Then we walk walk around then decide to watch movie... Then we decide to watch "Missing".... Then we walk over to Cineleisure, makan the HK cafe then went to watch movie there.... Well thought that it would be a scary movie however i was not scare leh... I was all the way calm n fell a little sleepy in the mid of the show till my mum was shock a bit... Then after movie home sweet home...

Well comparing the two scary movie that i have watch missing and the thai movie watch at camp... The thai movie was super nice can, a little scary but i was also quite calm ba.... But the storyline thumbs up can... I juz dun like those bloody de ba o those ugly ghost...

Yups b4 camp went a little shopping with von to then went to body shop to bought the tea tree night moisturiser and a LBD... Then von bought a jacket at amk hub still got 15%.... A little shopping but looking forward for more....

Well another thing to bring up is wow... Love is in the air around me.... Well this mean that i need to work harder lo... I mean work harder to hold onto myself, now should put all my effort on work.... Today i was put at FD and able to look things from a different place, and i went to concierge on mon super fun looking at hotel at different point of view.... Sometimes really have to look at thing from different place a while you will find different things and different ideas different way to get work done.... My LO went to visit me at my workplace everything is fine nothing to complaint.... But really loads of tendering going on... Super sad sia.... Well work was everything for me now... I really find the fun of doing it, but still liking my desk more....

Well think this the furthest i can go cuz i'm quite proud produce such a long post cuz i juz came back from all my early shift once again the zombie shift... Tml going back to late shift, waiting for my next week schedule to come out... Super qi dai.....

2008-06-18T11:18:00.004+08:00

Back from Camp...
Really a thumb up for me for the entire camp.... I have totally enjoyes myself so much.... All the crazy games and fun then we went movie and stuff... Haha finally on my off day didn't really rain, juz some dark clouds... Well all the fun is over and we need to go back n work hard loh... Let put this nice memories in our head and get back to work...In this camp watch the thai movie really nice... Forgot the title but overall nice, too bad didn't get to watch the one before that should be nice too.....Really enjoy the times wif VE....

2008-06-10T00:09:00.004+08:00

Well i have been doing morning shift past few days... The lesser i sleep the more awake i'm during work... Thus now trying to keep myself from sleeping thus end up blogging lo... Well have so much things that i wanted to do but doesn't seems will be going to be done... GSS start le, but i didn't go shopping at all... But have been walking around searching for an ideal bag.... Girls are so troublesome need to pei the clothes with the bag then wif shoes... Thus so difficult to find an ideal bag for myself... Hai...

I receive a mail from friend abt CityChaser 2008... Seems like so fun to join... But quite ex la... N it's on my day of birthday... A bit tempted to go but still thinking abt it... Tonight is the only mon night didn't have VE thus i get to enjoy a mon night watching my fav TV... My life is a little dead... Work, TV, sleep n work... But learning new stuff ba... Will be going around soon... Looking forward.... I super dun want to go back to sch already... But a bit no life... Dilemma... Super wanna go shopping lo....

2008-06-04T11:11:00.002+08:00

This few days i'm super duper busy.... Every time i end work will be shacked thus no time to blog.... Last night lagi best work till 2 plus den go home... Become half mid night.... Over at my desk was super busy n chaos the past week....Everyday go to work feels like fighting a war....

Finally i get to sit down n have dinner with my colleague (But chaos not over).... Then while we makan we chit chat... Then she shoot this question y do ppl get angry.... I also ponder for a while.... I can't really find the reason but sometimes really finds it no point to angry rite... Juz like she say, if you are angry, u still need to do the thing... If you not angry also need to get the things done... Y do we have to get angry n let ourselves feel bad... I even felt the sometimes frustrations may even worsen the things... Thus i will get less angry at all times, to bring the best out.... But why do ppl get angry????

Yesterday finally get up to the Singapore Flyer, super nice feel n super nice view... It's organised by the flyer to introduce to the hotel front line person to understand the flyer... My classmate also went for the duck tour etc...
Went to there also applies some of the attractions designs knowledge, back to sch feel.... Then went to makan till a little late for work... Sianz then go back to fight my war again....

Going back to war field hope all war ended n peaceful life.... Finger cross....

2008-05-28T21:18:00.002+08:00

So long never blog le......

Well has been soooo lazy to blog.... Well cuz i have underwent my torturous morning shift.... I have finally completed my whole cycle.... Now i need to be independent as 1 staff... Finally going back to my late shift, morning block rooms was really torturment for me, especially when high occupancy, i got no rooms n felt very tensed and sad as i couldn't do my job well....

Lucky went for a relaxing jog in sch yesterday... Release all my sadness and i actually completed 1 round around the sch super happy i still tot i couldn't complete but i did.... Need to aim for 2 rounds the next time...

I have been thinking abt the future, will i go back to this company? O change another place/industry? But i can say i'm quite determine to stay in service line for now ba... After attachment will b another 4 months of sch then will need to hunt for work o continue studying.... Still have no answers...

Over the past week have been going to quite many places.... Like fri, went to makan at popeye at T3 wif von.... T3 was nice and super lots shops.... Then sat was the prison performance... A little too late to post juz some thoughts about the performance, they were really great, bringing the atmosphere to the highest... N was a great experience for me... After that was to city hall n makan at CJ... Was nice the food, n to bnj for ice cream n our healthy game..... Then home sweet home....

Then sun to the expo with von, for adidas sales n robinson sales and the food fair.... Well i think when i'm hungry will super turn off my shopping mood, thus i didn't buy anything actually.... But over at food fair, ate alot of things n bought my favourite unagi.... Then went home in bus.... Super tired dozing off on the way home on bus... Now i know how to control myself from spending....

Loads n loads of outing outside my work life, finally find that working is not so dead but going back to late shift = no life lo.... Morning shift tiring but loads of time for other thing, late shift no life but not as tiring... All have pros n cons... But enjoying work is the most important!!!

2008-05-19T23:39:00.002+08:00

Negative......

Well I balance my cashier that other day... Felt a bit better.... Following week moving to early shift, will become Zombie after work.... This is bits n pieces of my life...

Recently so many things is happening around the world... Although we r not directly affected, however loss of families n love ones are the most rough part of life.... Having negative feelings also.... Shan't continue....

Maybe my manager is right, what meant to be for us will be there for us.... If it is not yours it will forever not be yours... Thus i'm trying to adjust myself to this thus if i meant to get something i'll get it... If i do not shall not ponder too much over it....

2008-05-18T00:15:00.002+08:00

Utterly Disappointed.........
After 2 months plus of IPP i still made mistake n today i short money.... Stupid.... Confidence level dropped....
I sobbed a little and i must wake up n give myself another chance tml... Hope that tml will be fine.... Must wake up n do everything correctly.... Jia yous...

2008-05-15T12:02:00.002+08:00

Well deleted a previous post... Juz hope that all those negative thought can leave me immediately... But dun care... I have decided to go camp... Yesterday went to perform at library, well should be lack of practice ba, we did not do as well... Plus my 5 hours of sleep have brought me a super flat voice... Think that our conductor should be super pissed off yesterday... First time seeing him so angry...

Yesterday was my off day, when i woke up, started rainning lo... It seems to be coming back... But after that was fine... Then after performance accompany xiu hui to submit her excuse letter then went to see all my lecturer... Sooo good to see familar faces, then also chit chat a little... Think they also happy to know i'm doing well there although i'm tired....

Then i went to help huai yue to do her survey, she tep at bsu doing survey all the time poor her... Then chit chat wif her a while, we must go k once man, it's been so long that we have last k together...

Then i went amk centre to buy my shoes lo... Walk up n down to search for the shoes... Saw one i like but dun have my size stupid have to walk to another shop... Finally i have got one, that can help me stand comfortably and will not slip...

Then after that went home with my tired legs and sleep a while before heading to VE again... After VE we went to slack a while, n sing songs... Haha then is home sweet home.... That was my off day again.... Quite a fulfilling one... Next off day will be 10 days later... Saddness need to back to my work again, need to jia yous lo.... Pull through the 10 days....

2008-05-08T22:55:00.002+08:00

Please take away all my feelings.... N leave me wif my smile....

I dun want to feel tired, so i could always full of energy, focus on everything, on work n ve...

I dun want to feel sad and scare, so i will not sob anymore, i will be strong n no fear....

I dun want to feel others, so i will not be concern abt wat they r thinking, n i can live in my own world... But this is so selfish when i do not put myself in others' shoes....

I dun want to feel pain, so i can do anything to myself...

I dun want to feel love, so i will love myself more....

Please take them off... N i'll be perfectly fake...

2008-05-01T13:30:00.003+08:00

Thanks for all the fun....

Well i have my 2 days off... Then was trying to find things to do la... Really thanks to bb n xx, ve and ling n yi....

My fun started off on tue went to the restuarant n have a meal wif bb n xx then plus our gossip session... I once again have my long walks cuz while waiting for bb n xx to end work... So after work went to queue for free cone day, i actually dunno my work place got ben n jerry lo... Thanks for informing cuz it's like at a corner where i didn't really will walk to... Now i know where it is.... Then went to buy Jco donut cuz i wanted to buy so much everytime i walk pass the shop...

Yups then after that walk down to Raffles Place, n met up with bb n xx... Then we have our meal, then jalan jalan a while then decided to go to see how's the singapore flyer then we walk to there n sit sit a while cuz i have not been there b4... Then we walk back to marina square n back to city hall mrt... Wat a long walk i have, first i walk from city hall to raffles then raffles back to city hall...

I found out if i dun take afternoon nap the next day will make mistake but lucky my buddy found out then i correct it... Then i ended my day of work... Then went home sleep a while then a little late again for ve but i'm still there... Haha will try to go when time allow... But i think mon got problem... Keeping my finger cross cuz i really afraid that i'm unable to make it... So yesterday request to sing all the songs make sure i'm ok... Performance coming soon, i juz hope that i can be there singing correctly...

Then after that is our happy hour, thanks all who have went, we went to watch Over her dead body... Super funny... Then there is also touching part where i admit tear a little... The dead wife is so wei da... To let the one you love be happy n be with the person who can love them n make them happy... Like the plot of the movie... I like to watch movie where there's always a message to bring through... Have seen the thrilller of the next movie that i was quite wanting to watch hope i have the time... Made of honour...

There is also another happenings in the cinema... i was sitting next to puding n then we found a feet was in between us then we laugh out loud la... Then the person pull back the leg haha some cinema ettiquette is needed here... Then we went back home n i have my sweet dream till today morning n then later will be out wif ling n yi... Looking forward to it... Thanks for all to help me have such a fulfilling public holiday...

Have been thinking what i wanting to do but i do not have the time now o i'm juz lazy...
I wanna to get back to yoga, but my current job is not able to make it...
I wanna exercise, but always not fulfilled, i like 2 months no exercise liao lo...
I wanna learn how to blade, but also no time again...
I also wanna to go shopping but no time no kakis...
No time izzit an excuse for myself?

2008-04-26T19:52:00.002+08:00

Finally knew how tired are morning shift... Today end work decided to take bus home as only bus have seats... Then when i board the bus found a seat then seated down watching the TV mobile.... Then slowly my eye lids drop and i start to nod my head.... Yes yes yes... Something super pai seh happened, my head fall onto the person next to me... I'm sitting at the outter seat, so when the bus brake will have the chance to fall of my seat... Lucky i didn't fall off my seat but the passenger next to me felt that it was too dangerous for me to sit outside so when i nod into her she asked if i wanted to take the inside seat... So good rite... But i was a bit awake at that time then i told her really thanks alot but still didn't take the inner seat.... Cuz i know after scaring myself to wake up will b able to help stay awake juz like everytime lecture i will nod to lecturer.... Well can say is super pai seh but will i ever have a shoulder to lean on so i will not anyhow knock into someone.... But i juz blogged abt this to let you all enjoy a moment of my super pai seh and go ahead n laugh ba... But morning shift is really tiring man!!!

2008-04-25T01:41:00.002+08:00

Wahaha finally off lo... Well my liason officer actually came to visit us all who is having IPP there... Then my manager actually went wif us super happy, got good reply then also get to know that we really will be doing opera version 4 in the sch.... Hope that next sem i will score cuz i will be using this system throughout this 6 months of IPP... I super happy abt today la...

Then my LO even tell us that going through IPP will juz be like going through NS when we are back to sch will become a different person... Well i really felt that going through IPP i have become a little bit more confident and within myself should have grown up... Then i also will protray a professional image infront of guest whenever i'm on uniform...

Also glad to know that there are ppl reading my blog liking the song n stuff... The song is nice but a bit short i think...

Above all today was a fine day, lovely day super happy la....

2008-04-22T21:02:00.002+08:00

Today's my first ever morning shift after 1 month of late shift.... But the sky really not treating me well... Yesterday night was telling puding that today morning sure rain de...See it happen n somemore so heavy.... Thanks for the rain man....Finally had sometime after work go shopping a while n back to sch to print my stuff... Meaning i now could totally enjoy my off day this fri.... Got nothing to do, waiting for date...

2008-04-20T23:33:00.003+08:00

Have been catching this canto drama called "tang xin feng bao" this is the tear booster for me.... I finally had cried out while watching....Felt so good.... The song on my blog is also the song in the show i really like the melody n the voice... It's called my love will get you home... Everyday walking pass the alley to work will get to see this art piece writing words in chinese=> I wish to get into relationship, do you love me? It's simple n straight forward, it caught my attention so much, juz the words... I have always say i gave up on it, but i know deep inside i have not... When will i trully gave up? I dun want to think abt it at all....

Hai talking abt work i found that my mood was weird at work.... I find it so funny when my bun is tight my mood is super high but when it's loose i will feel not so good.... I dunno y i will have this kind of emotions so scary..... Haha dun care i jus make sure my bun is tight enough, now i have move on a bit to early shift haha meaning that at night i can go VE lo.... Happy.... Going to finish up my one week ipp journal, lazy me wait till sun then do....

2008-04-19T01:21:00.002+08:00

Back to Sch....
I have went back to sch for club crawl, then have help me to cure the itch of going back sch... I finally have release a little... Overall felt loads better... Back to work also better, but today short money... Dampen feel... But dun care, yesterday was my off day didn't rain at all... Wonderful no curse anymore.... Looking forward to off day....

2008-04-15T22:50:00.002+08:00

Well i dunno wat's wrong wif me, guess i'm juz missing school days but i couldn't always have this thought, i'm struggling to forgets abt how wonderful is sch days my supervisor even notice my feelings she was telling me i'm not ok.... But i still have to continue wif work rite... About 4 more months to go then back to my lovely sch days... Y i super like sch was that we have much more extra time to spare rather than work, and lesser responsibilities to carry upon our shoulders... But i have to throw away this thought as i will eventually graduate and out to the society, leaving this wonderful days... Today there's a crew who gave me a book, i'm happy though it's only a lost n found on the plane, but it can help me to kill time on train ya.... Hee

2008-04-15T00:51:00.002+08:00

Sch starts for everyone.... But i was at my work place, feeling some monday blues... After i went for IPP i will feel that studying is much more better.... Beginning of my work was feeling not that well but guest smiles is still the best to brighten up my day....

I was still thinking what could be a good tear booster... On the list will be:
1. Sad movie
2. Relationship

What will help to boost tear? I think i need a good release....

"wo xiang lian ai, ni ai wo ma?"

2008-04-09T22:59:00.003+08:00

I so wanna cry now.......
It's not abt work, it's not abt love, it's juz abt me.....

I now knows wat make me cry but there is only one word for me now NUMB......
I'm so numb toward things.... I'm numb toward money, i'm numb toward work.... I should have given up on love and barely feels anything....

Today received a bad news, my collegue's husband has passed away... Everyone was on verge of tears n some of them cried... I knew i'm working so i have to control.... Now i know y i couldn't even cry cuz i have controlled too much... I just dun like separation, it make me sad but couldn't really cry out... Makes me feel unwell... Hope that tml will be better...

2008-04-08T08:57:00.002+08:00

If......
Often "if" could bring us to loads n loads of imagination....Bring us to somewhere things might/might not come through...

If i were to strike the 4D or TOTO someday how do i spend the money?
I would save up share with my parents, go for makan, shopping, do investment....

If i were to have a bf/gf what would i do with him/her?
I would like to cuddle, i would never ask him to carry my handbag though is sweet but no way...

If my results were good what would happen?
I would be able to have good career, pursue to futher my studies, parents happy....

Too much for us to think abt "if"......

2008-04-06T00:15:00.002+08:00

Finally i have moved to the mid shift lo... Have more time to blog haha... My shifu n i were complaining that we have done more than a month of late shift already, so i finally went on to mid shift no more late nights haha... But will still be scheduled late shift ba... I'll try hard to go to VE on mon, hope i could complete my task fast n can go off on time then should be able to make it there...

Hais i'm so itching to go shopping la... But no idea what to get so shop also no point... I have a few target of things to get but haven seen the ideal one to get yet... I want a wallet, but my current wallet is still doing fine no point getting another 1... I want a handbag, but i got loads of bag already, but nothing is enough for girls la... Hais but haven seen an ideal one yet... Haiya ficker-minded me...I'm also wanting to overseas la... To Thailand n Taiwan... Hais my fren will be going to Thailand after our IPP have been asking me to go along, hope that my mama would allow la... I so wanna go overseas... So many wants......

2008-04-04T01:15:00.005+08:00

Is my off day again..... But everytime my off day will end up raining so heavily... Maybe i shouldn't off ar... But still need to rest de la... I have already planned for my next off day hope it doesn't rain so badly wor...

Juz came back from the great choral exchange in sch i super duper enjoying it... Really worth taking a day off for it... They sang really nice, we also learn a song together... Which is very nice also... That will be perform for lunch time concert.... Then went to makan my favourite xiao long bao, but the standard a bit drop, the skin not as nice... The waiting time kills la...

I'm not quite sure wat's going on with me.... Maybe is mood swing ba, i found myself happy at a moment n not that happy at a moment.... Well the time in the month have reached ba... Under going mood swing.... Tml will need to bring up my smile again...

2008-03-30T23:12:00.003+08:00

Confused....
I'm currently at a confused state.... Well i have always been confused.... This time is abt life... Well i would really wanted to know whether life is long or short? Some ppl will view as life is short as it will be like 70 o 80 years and we need to live our life to the fullest within this period... Optimistic... Some ppl would think that life is long currently i have just passed my quarter life so still have 3/4 to go so still got long time to do many things so do not need to do everything first...

Is life short o long? But doesn't care abt short o long the time is moving very fast... Everyday i go work then busy busy for a while then end of a day already... Everyday moves on and on and growing older day by day.... But i really confused do i need to do everything now o can i wait till time have come...Will some day when i pass away then regret that i didn't do somethings o say somethings?

I also wonder when will I stop thinking? Will it stop when we die? We have to think everyday, be it crazily, creatively, happily, emoly etc... Juz like me thinking when will i stop thinking? Well can i juz stop to think? If i stop to think i will have nothing to blog, less problems? less happiness? I'm not sure how to stop thinking at all... That's y now i'm still thinking hard... So contradicting... So this was so random on my way to work, so when i'm on my way to work have to think also... I was think we might not be able to stop thinking, but we could occupy our minds with other things...

2008-03-27T23:44:00.002+08:00

Off Day.... Once again my off day is here... Well weather was not good la... Raining so heavliy, Thunder roars.... But no chance to hide in my bed as i need to go for sectionals... Well before that i help my mum to do housework... In order to be a good girl, i shall help my mum do housework every off day...

How did i spend my off day? Went for sectionals... Well was real bad i didn't went for VE like 2 weeks and was lacking behind.... Notes reading was slow this time.... Found my phone have a function of keyboard and metronome.... Maybe could come in help in times of needs.... Next thurs is Consonance Exchange, i will try to change my off day keep my finger cross that could be possible, i really dun want to miss this session.... Really found that my command of eng is lousy la... I actually say i wanted to "take off" next thurs.... Take off as in on leave for that day.... Eventually it become a joke of planes taking off lah... Haha i dun mind being laughed at and in the end i could learn something.... Also bring laughter to the ppl so i dun mind at all....

Well tml will be back to my work again... I really enjoy sectional, we laugh and makan and joke....Have been missing this kind of laughter for long..... Thanks Lifen for your keychain, it will going to be my cash box keychain at work....

2008-03-22T01:14:00.002+08:00

Assumption.......
After watching Rule Number #1gives me very strong concept that "Dun judge a book by it's cover" dun ever try to assume things by watching the surface until we get to know the depth... Assumptions will sometimes leads to misunderstanding and i dun want this to happen... Rule Number #1 have using great scenes to tell us that people will always assume....

The beginning show a police chasing a person in plain clothes, and asked a question which one is a thief? However both of them we police just that 1 is a plain clothes police... So the thief is actually at the most front which was not shown.... Thus by looking at the first scene everyone would assume that 1 is police other is thief, but after understanding we know that actually both were police....

This is just a human nature to assume things but i really dun like assumption now... It leads to misunderstanding, and may hurt ppl too... Coding from sx, Assume=making an ass out of u and me.....Assume leads on to misunderstanding.... That's really an ass between ppl.... Sometimes assumptions are correct, but i do feel that they are most of the times wrong.... Assumption will bring you trouble too... We will always say, "I tot whoever have done it" tot is the word we use to make assumptions... Than end up job not done o what did not fulfill...

Assumptions are really scary...I will try hard not to make any assumptions which maybe leads to hurting of myself and others....

2008-03-19T01:03:00.003+08:00

Rush home to see my horrible results.... Once again i'm not perfect.... But i have to let myself happy.... Today is my off day again... Once again i lose my voice... So i will have to plan a date for myself to enlighten myself... I plan to go sch print the stupid log book, then to library to return some borrowed material and watch Rule Number 1 ba... I must be happy, hope my IPP could help me to score better....

I know i'm a miser to you, giving damn loads and full of shit of excuses to you... But some part of me are really unwilling to travel out of AMK on my off day... Cuz i've been travelling out for full 6 days.... I'm jus giving myself loads of excuses to stay away from travelling... Forgive me for my stubborn, Yes i'm stubborn, very stubborn....

Today the rain was so heavy la, saded still tot to cheer myself up even the weather was not supporting me... But my stubbornness kept me going on, if i could use the stubbornness i have for studies might work well... I went ahead wif my plan... Next time will rest on my off day le ba, only till my pay day lo... Then go enjoy myself again... Shopping, go makan etc... But today finally done a brave thing to watch movie alone... Great experience, a step closer to be more independent...

2008-03-14T20:27:00.002+08:00

Today is my off day again.... Coming to end soon but just grab this momento to blog... Today i did some energy consuming exercises.... Housework... Then went to bought necessity... And to my favourite place the library.... Then was too tired then have a little nap... More o less how i spend my day, lovely sunshine today... Y no rain, i off then no rain, when i work rain like shit... Still tot i could enjoy rainy day in my bed, dreaming that if could lie in arms of love... Really like a cuddle in this weather... Juz dreaming...

End of all the dreams, about my work was quite tough loads of things to remember, then at airline desk really need 1 month to be used to the late shift, my senior is going to graduate from late shift moving into early shift, so after a month or so, when i'm more stable in night shift... I might be able to go to morning shift then will be able to go VE lo....

Passion For Perfection is the mission statement of the hotel... I like the saying so much that i also want to achieve as my own mission... Who doesn't want to be perfect, but not as extreme, just do my best to achieve it as nothing in the world is 100% perfect.... Even i feel that i'm not a perfect person yet so i'll had to workhard.... On top of that i would need to pamper myself for the hardwork once in a while... Targeting for present for myself this year, feel so great to pamper myself... Waiting for payday and results lo....

2008-03-11T21:21:00.004+08:00

Guess i'll be lazy to blog anymore... Next week onward i'm going to have late shift... 230 to 11... Well reach home also 12 liao... But i think late shift can help me to be slimmer a bit as i will only makan 2 meals per day... Hope that at the end the of attachment will be fitter, however have given up abt my tummy liao... It will be with me forever ba... Now i'm at airline desk can get to see all the handsome n pretty, air steward and stewardess... Learning new things again, however over there is work 6 days full... I sure have less time to blog except on my off day... Hai working is quite no life leh, work work work all day long, no other entertainment... Hoping to make time for movies o some other entertainment....

2008-03-09T23:47:00.003+08:00

Finally ended my first week of attachment, was happy working there.... However it was really tiring, I seriously do feel that studying is much more lighter load than now... Next week i'll be moving to airline desk all late shift... Around 12 reach home...However next 3 days orientation so will end early... Got some resting time... Well i really learnt alot there... Tired Zzzzzz....... Sleep loh tml 9 start...

2008-03-06T23:21:00.003+08:00

Today is my first off day.... Haven really started working cuz past few days was training... Tml the real challenge come, my schoolmate say it was difficult, but hopefully i could cope... Tml going to work till 11pm... Hoho.. Today was happy off day, went to change my phone... Got sony erricson w660i, should b a good phone ba... N i have changed my number... Need to update everyone soon... Then went out wif ms yvonne, to Far East, then makan our lunch at Hans super nice, then went to bugis, then bought a little miss tee... Cuz now a days i wear tees more often... Then after that went to met up wif bb and catch up with her in the workplace... Wow they were so good la, can go on business trip to vietnam and also company retreat to HK... Super envy la, i'm going to stay in Sing for almost everyday of my IPP... I'm going to change to another desk where supervisor might change too... And worries come i could get mon morning shift that means will not be able to go ve as often, but if there's sectionals might help a bit, i dunno how but will see how my schedules are, next mon should be going ve ba cuz it's orientation... Hope everything is ok... Finally get to take pics of my uniform now...

2008-03-04T00:17:00.002+08:00

First day of IPP, training, fun get to know how hotel run etc think can't review too much... Yups was lecture all the way too much info till the brain wanna burst... On the way to sch my headache was damn bad, feeling the head exploding, then went to VE trying to do my notes but headaches so relax n play a while... Then singing help to relieve the pain abit, but next up is gastric but i bear wif it a while n ben got his brownie for all of us, taken a bit, a least got makan somethings...

Well i'm super happy abt IPP, but my heart wasn't well(juz some personal feelings)no worries i'm veri happy now... Sometimes juz sometimes, i wish that i could cry out loud, but i know that the past have let me to lose the ability to cry out... I no longer cry out loud, maybe to extreme pain only i guess but i'll not cry out loud anymore... As i dun want to let my parents to worry and i need to be strong n brave... So i'll try to keep sniffing to minimal too, but this few years i'm pretty fine no extreme pains for me, but i know that i'll not be able to cry out anymore, couldn't really release out.... But i recover pretty fast so i'll be fine...

Crazy me got mixture of feelings right now, hope that everything will be fine for me n looking forward to tml...

泪流了会变干,

心痛了会变伤,

伤好了会留疤,

那将永远倒印在心上.

2008-03-01T23:47:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday BB...
Today's bb's birthday so went out together wif xx to have meal at our usual favourite restaurant n have our yummy lunch, was like so many dishes eat till full full... Not forgeting our pumpkin prawn... After that went with them to look for the location of their office for IPP then went to shopping for clothes n bags for their formal wear... Me can save $$$ cuz got uniform... Walking around bugis area then went PS then to J8... But couldn't find anything...

Then we ate cakes at coffee bean n gossip again loh, i like the mudpie, talk abt all the things under the skies, also continued my conversation last night, and also our dream... It's more n more become real... Then we have the nice cake rite, bb intend to learn how to make it, actually i also interested but guessing i might be 3 minute hot again... However Yoga to me is not 3 mintues, i'm liking it, but have to give up temporary due to unproper schedule of IPP... After IPP i will taking it back, this 6 months have to be motivated to exercise as i'm not attending yoga...

Yups my finale count down to IPP, really exciting to look forward to it... one more day.... At frontline need to meet alot of customers from all around the world, hope my fatty cheek will help me look sincere n calm down at all times... Now are preparing my mindset for IPP...

Nic, i believe everyone can provide good customers service but it's also up to which type of customers you meet and how good is the company's policy... Think you now should be considered in the service industry too, only happy service provider give good customer service, satisfied customers no complaints then service provider happy all this comes in cycle... That's y i'm so yearning to join the service industry... Making customer satisfied n happy, believe that's wat you also working hard for making everyone around you to be happy...And at the end of the day ourselves will be happy...

2008-02-29T23:47:00.003+08:00

Today is leap year, once in four years time so need to catch this moment to blog... This 2 days have total enjoy myself, yesterday was outing with von n puding to sentosa and after that was a dinner with VE ppls... Long time no see them... have a great night and makan loads of spicy food... Then seniors treat us mac ice cream cone... Last night have long walks again, with the whole group walk from newton to novena... Yups doing wat i enjoyed most again...

Today went for uniform fitting, then mon report at 10 should be still able to make it to VE i think... After that was outing wif yi n ling... My mummy n daddy... Then have great chat wif yi at mac... Abt relationships... After being single for 2 years i found that i have not teared very hurtfully at all, i'm so great being single but will still yearns to be in relationship sometimes...Now i know should focus on my IPP ba... And we still talked alot about what kinds of guys we want and they might have been extincted, we also talk abt wat types of guys cannot accept loads more... Finally have a great long chat feeling great and have a great viewpoint abt relationship...It's great to discuss abt this once in a while cuz our mindset will keep changing de... Looking forward to later's outing...

2008-02-27T00:50:00.002+08:00

Should say is officially yesterday... I went to trim my eyebrows, done by my fren's mum... It's now in a perfect shape, but i look weird in it...Need to take time to accept... Was painful for the plucking... But coding from someone,"Beauty is pain".... Thus in order to have beauty some pain might incur... Unless is doing medicure la, cuz that has no pain but you got to stand the smell of the paint... Quite agree with that cuz in order to get beauty need to go through a little pain, such as facials, botox, or even surgery n much more... Unless some ppl are bless by heaven to be given wif great beauty... But they still have to maintain it...

I'm quite weird in that brows, so dun dare to let anyone see me for the moment... But ms yvonne wanted to see it so much that she use play MJ as an excuse la... As it was too last min we play 3 players, as i also need to practice for later that i'm playing with my mama n aunty.... The last few days of my holidays are planned to enjoyed to my fullest, except for sun(no activities maybe rest)...Looking forward to thurs gathering with VE, will expose my brows... N fri to enjoy wif bb n xx... Sat will go swimming... Hopefully no rain for this few days k please cuz i wanna have fun...Cuz the past few days have heavy rain already...

2008-02-24T14:17:00.003+08:00

Counting down last week to my attachment... I have enough of slacking at home... I only leave my house to the library o meet up von that's all... I still wanted to challenge like how many days of not leaving the house, but usually i would go out cuz if i got nothing to do will then go library to borrow stuff to read... Thus plan spoiled...

Was worrying abt time of my sleep when i start to work... Will all begin to change, if i work night shift i will be sleeping at 8am... I dunno wat will happen to my body clock, will i able to take it... But have experience of staying up should be ok for me... I'm super looking forward, and von was asking me what i wanna do b4 attachment start... Actually have nothing in my mind... Cuz i was thinking i could still do some usually activities on my free day ma...

But i saw a thriller of a movie on the TV, the "Rule Number #1" is a ghost movie seems to interest me... After watching body 19 have led me to like horror... Hais but it's going to screen only during march... Hope that i could have time to watch...

2008-02-22T20:03:00.003+08:00

Yesterday I saw a 冷笑话 poster on the bus, thinking that should be something to "motivate" the standing passengers to move to the back of the bus... The question is: Why are a soccer field always hot after the match?

There wrote :Answers is behind... So i was sitting on the behind seats then i saw the behind poster with the question and answer... The ans is... Cuz all the fans left... Cold?

下雨天, 我很喜欢窝在家的感觉..

让我觉得这四面墙可以保护我...

帮我低档大雨的雨滴,

也让我感觉家是一个会保护我的地方...

2008-02-21T13:46:00.003+08:00

Yuan Xiao Jie...
Today is the last day of new year, but i think everyone have gone back to normal lifestyle... Today is also the chinese valentine's day... Today morning went out to temple wif my mama, cuz she every year will go "poh wan" in canto... I dunno how to explain but she will go every year since this year i'm free then tag along wif her... We took bus 45 then miss the stop then we have to go back again then we walk long walk again.... There provide vegetarian food, which was very nice... Then we pray pray finish then now back but my mama went to aunty house to play MJ cuz today is my aunty's birthday... Today is a multi day so many things going on will go over to mama later... I'm quite tired n trying not to take afternoon nap cuz dun want a habit so now bearing the sleepy worm...Sleep worm please go away...

2008-02-20T17:15:00.004+08:00

Outing wif Von...
Well finally went to National Museum yesterday... It was really an eye opening trip for me, as i'm quite interested in S'pore history that's y i'm eager to go... Then went in to walk the history gallery was fun as there is a e companion to explain everything to u.... Lucky i choose a correct day to go cuz after today i not sure whether there is still complementary onot... Really enjoyed the whole trip and the exhibits was nice... Pics @ Von's blog...
Then after that we went to have a big feast, sushi buffet... Finally now i think actually sushi buffet is not so fattening cuz 1 sushi buffet = 3 meals, plus carbo will give energy to burn fats so sushi buffet once in a while is ok de la... Haha well overall was a fun outing, long walks are enjoyable but need to choose a comfortable shoes...

Additionals to today... Found out the results will only be release on the 19 march for sbm... I was sad lah need to worry for 1 more month before knowing our results... We like complete the paper so long liao... Hai dun care la, hopefully will not be too bad...

2008-02-18T21:35:00.003+08:00

I'm liking long walks... It allows me to think through alot of stuffs and also exercise at the same time... I'm enjoying it... Maybe everyday walk to school have gave me a habit to like to walk so much... On my way to sch i could get alot of things done, example on test o exams the way to sch would be the last minute revision... The trip to sch is also the time for me to memorise the lyrics for VE songs... I would always use this period to memorise things and they would usually help, thus i love to have long walk to think about things... But having long walks is quite tiring and sometimes when i'm tired would hope that there's someone by my side to support me... Haha it will be purely dreaming, have to stop dream... Going to IPP dunno will there be time for long walks so now have to walk more often... Today went to library borrowed stuff to read if not really rotting le... Enjoying long walks again...

2008-02-16T13:49:00.002+08:00

Credits to Mama n bb...
The both of them have granted my wishes... I'm super happy that my wish list of doing things have been fulfilled partly... I have been longing to play MJ... N my mama played wif me, even taught me to play 2 players n 3 players... It's quite difficult but it's fun... Next time how many ppl also can play liao haha...

Before exam i always wanted to swim but didn't went to... Today finally went to swim with bb finally... Was having fun plus chatting... Will go to swim again... N are planning how to exercise during IPP...Maybe i could still swim on the morning shifts days.... Provided i still have energy...

Left one place i haven went to which is the NM need to find time lo... I need to do as much things as i like before IPP... Then i will have to put my heart n soul for IPP...

Living my life to the fullest... Loving myself the most....

2008-02-14T22:53:00.003+08:00

Another post for the day... Lovely Day have a hot date wif myself, went to IPP signing... I was superb happy that i was put into the front office dept... Will be trying out uniform on 29 very look forward... They wanted us to open a DBS account... Thus on this lovely day i open my first account by myself, such a meaningful day to remember... Met my other school mate working there, they were friendly but we are separated... Hope i could really enthu all the way man... 6 months hopefully i will not lose grip of the enthu... Plus there are "ALOT" things to see haha...

But need to put make up all the time... Gosh i HATE make up lah... Plus need to wear heels.... After attachment sure become uglier de... Make up worsen my skin condition, heel give ugly muscle.... Sobbing no more mr right... Hopefully wat von say will come through, "using poison to force the poison out"... Keeping my fingers cross n looking on the bright side...

On this lovely day i broke my record of walking... Travel from city hall to orchard on bus 11 plus heels... Leg was tired but was fulfilling... That was a hot date with myself, by walking around to get things... Super happy but super tired... A happy day alone, not hot dates wif guys but on this day singles maybe could love yourself more... When you learn to love yourself, maybe more ppl will love you... Actually wanted to go NM today but the IPP signing spoil the plan... Hope i will find time to go...

2008-02-14T00:04:00.003+08:00

Back from Malaysia!!!
Currently is V'day already loh....Wishing all a Happy Valentine's Day first.... Haha reach home too late le... Well this trip was a fulfilling thinking trip... Was thinking throughout the whole trip as i seriously got nothing to do... So only kept thinking n looking n seeing things around... UNFAIR!!! Malaysia is going to show Nodame Cantabile... Well can watch online but is more "song" to watch on TV ma.... Wondering when is S'pore showing....

The first day i reach my uncle house, change 2 new dogs again, dunno the jack russles went to where but at least this 2 is more friendlier and less active... Not sure abt the breed, but they are cute...

Then went to my aunt house to stay... After the 4 hours train trip i was tired n fell asleep on the sofa, so pai sei as ppl are visiting my aunt house... Never mind after that was watching my lovely TV time... All the way till late as my mama n gugu is playing MJ then i was watching them n TV concurrently... I took over my mama for a while wa lao losing all the way... Is so difficult to play... Cuz got play "fei" n all are strong players... I'm so weak...

Then the next day was makaning session... This trip went around to eat all my favourites... Peng kang bread, Malaysia dry wan ton mee (Nicest)... My aunty is taking care of a young boy... Haven seen a baby like "Happy Birthday" song soooo much... Whenever he start crying, then we all will sing "Happy Birthday" louding n he would turn crying into smiles even with the tears droping... Whenever we sing he would clap n say Happy... Because of this song he learn how to say "Happy" n i teach him High 5... Cutest baby at this stage learning to talk n in their own world... He is around 15 months next time when i go back he sure knows how to call "jie jie" loh... So cute babies...

Well above was more of wat i have been doing physically... Now is more mentally...
I was thinking now i'm 20 years old... But how was the past 20 years going abt... I was like steping into the first quarter of my life already... I have pick out many flaws of me being a daughter ....I was thinking i have not been a fillial daughther...Looking at how my cousin are... But always say not to compare rite, this were things that i find i was doing well enough maybe could improve.... With all this i find that i really can't take a job of a housewife:

1. I was so lazy didn't do much housework, only help to mop n sweep... All my mama doing...(Try to help more)
2. I didn't cook a proper meal before
3. Didn't know how to take care of children(Not in need for now) But my cousin is doing very well...
4. Didn't do laundry... Only ironing...

Well there are more flaws... However i really need to thanks my mama for her hard work throughout this 20 years... N plus my naughty behaviours when i'm young... Thanks for all the canning and teachings... I wanna say i love u so much... Not Mothers' Day yet, but a motherly post first.... Later going to sign contract for IPP need to sleep loh... Nights all... Happy V day....

2008-02-10T16:23:00.000+08:00

A Deeper Thought....
Well i shouldn't have said i'm bored, is this stupid girl here lazy to use her brain to think for things to do... After much thought i finally found something to kill my time... Maybe overused my brain for exams so now become lazy to think....

My malaysia trip was push back 1 day so only going tml, so must blog now to stop the itchyness of blogging... Today i was thinking abt wat i complaint abt New Year why izzit bored?
Then i finally found my answer to the question... I think i miss the warmth and unity of the big family gathering last time while my grandparents are still around... Everyone would bring children then visit them in the first place in the early morning, then all the wives, daugthers plus grandma will busy in the kitchen together, while the others would chit chat o play a little games n watch tv while waiting for the food... Children in their own world...

Then will sit together n makan together... Do everything Together... Well i think that aging population seem to have affected CNY also... My grandparents are no longer around.... I really miss them while they are here, quite envy those have grandparents must treasure them... They are like treasure to us... Coding from my dad, "Grandparents are like a big tree letting all the monkeys to have a habitat... Once the tree fell down all the monkeys will go separate ways.." Is like after my grandparents past away, we still have gatherings but it will not be as closely bonded as usual... Cuz every family would go different ways and we only see each others like got big occasions only... Well it doesn't matter anymore cuz things will not turn back in time, we will still have to live our life...

Have been hearing this song on ads... Way back into love... Like it...

2008-02-05T20:32:00.000+08:00

Declare Exam ENDED!!!!
I'm not going to have till next year.... Haha... Well Hope this is a beautiful war that i have fight throughout all this sem... Though my first question today was wrong 2 marks fly.... Then after exam went to IPP briefing, got the company i go to, was told to us not to blog abt it... So can't b on here... For the next 6 months need to write journal everyday sianzzz.... Hope i do not have night shift, so can still go VE....

After that went out with bb to our favourite restuarant to makan "reunion lunch" so sad that xx was too tired to join us, the restuarant know we are loyal customer then gave us quite alot of freebies... Free soup, dessert etc... Very happy maybe we were lucky too....

Was thinking wat to do throughout CNY, i felt i'm going to be quite bored, as my mum sure go MJ, i left with the TV to accompany me... I found out that TV actually is my companionship rather than i like watching... Maybe i'm the only child at home thus i will tend to find a companionship... Actually throughout the whole course of studying i kept my TV on... Can't imagine how i survive without distraction, but however if it is a companionship totally not affecting...

I'm going to malaysia on sun will only be back by wed... Then after that will make time to go national museum... Plus swimming n exercising till IPP start... Hope got time to play and rest a bit.... Tml night will be busy helping my mum thus think will not b able to blog till there is something fun to blog lo... Hereby wishing all happy new year... My CNY wish is good result, good career and hope can find my next half faster.... Good health and good luck to everyone.... Happy Lunar New Year to all...

2008-02-02T22:16:00.000+08:00

Today was quite a long day for me... Totally didn't study at all... Yesterday juz did 1 part of my notes, then was watching TV all the way... Today went out shopping wif von again... We were great walking from Orchard to Bugis, i really do enjoy walking.... Next time would like to try a longer distance, actually wanted to walk to chinatown, but due von tiredness n my cramps we took bus from bugis.... On our way to Bugis, then i found out that National Museum was next to SMU... I wanted to visit there sooooo badly, after new year i must go there man.... I MUST go, cuz our class got a project on attraction in Singapore then one group did on National Museum, from that day i saw some exhibits i really wanted to go.... Try to make time...

Then after shopping i went home to go for early reunion dinner at my uncle house, first step in wow so many children, gosh can't recognise actually is my nephews n niece... They are growing real fast, looking at them bring me back to how my childhood is... Last time was my batch of children playing, running about... Then we start to learn to gamble then all started to play black jack, now proceed to MJ... This were the things we get to enjoy during new year, things went on real fast... My cousins are now taking care of their children, o some bring along partners etc... I now realise that i have went to another life stage, i also going to work soon, now i have to take care of my parents instead of them taking care of me, things changes and i change too....

Back to the dinner was steamboat, ate abit cuz not feeling good... But i still drank abit of red wine due to force by my cousin n i finally tried out Rose wine.... It was nice, as i wanted to try it long ago, I like it too... Cannot be so alcholic, but my family is like that, like to drink n are trained to drink since young... Then after watch TV a while n my cousin started to play black jack, haha win 50 cents.... So little but was fun, looking forward to CNY could win more ba.... Hoping to start mugging soon for killer paper...

2008-02-01T21:00:00.000+08:00

Finally finish fighting war with 3 papers... Declaring my right hand is "serverly injured"... From the firing by the notes and paper... Everytime while i'm doing my paper my hands would hurt... Sometimes i think i need to train up my left hand so i could write whenever my right hand is tired.... I think every examine taker would have some feeling... Well everything went well, hand injure is ok at least brain not dead can le... So long as the head quarters is working every other thing could be in place...

Currently resting my brain for a while, later to let in more information.... Well CNY is really coming fast... Canceling the papers left would be nearer n nearer to CNY... During CNY might be going to Malaysia lala... Not sure yet, dunno how la, CNY no plans yet... Dun think le, need to continue mugging loh... Tata...

2008-01-27T20:53:00.000+08:00

Wedding Day....
Guess today must be an auspicious day to get marry... Around my house there are marriages going on... Below my flat was a malay wedding and opposite my blk was an indian wedding... Wedding is a ceremony to celebrate love of 2 persons and a formation of a new family....Within 1 day i was able to get to know about 2 cultures' wedding... Great knowledge of culture... Haha... Suppose to study, but was once again distracted haha... It's ok by now i have completed 2 notes...

The weddings are filled with music, traditional and modern... Looking back i'm thinking about chinese wedding... First thing comes to my mind is the car horns...Haha dunno, that's my impression abt wedding, plus negotiation of ang pao... That's the fun part...

Wedding haha, wondering which of my fren will go through first... Mine definitely not so soon ba, haha looking at this years' V day going to be alone lo... First to come to my mind is ling, maybe yi also soon wor... Okok hope they faster ar... K tml i'm going to interview at orchard hotel wish myself best at luck for it i wanna go there IPP soooo badly....

2008-01-25T09:51:00.000+08:00

Shouldn't be blogging but the com juz attracted me so much... I need to be good, sit down and study.... But the com is juz so attractive that i have to surrender to it...

K yesterday received some of my babies result... Not too bad after carrying it, it is yielding me some good results... However, my HRM was the worst project that i have we got c for the report, and not juz our group alone didn't do well is the class... My god, the lecturer very strict... I dunno, meaning i need to work 100, 100 times to prevent a c in my result again... Dunno what will happen when marking our paper...

Some more this is the first paper.... Go in sequence:
30 Jan HRM
31 Jan DesAtt
1 Feb Buz Law
4 Feb Decision Science (Killer Paper)
5 Feb MICE

After that then off to enjoy loh.... Well then got IPP... Dun talk abt so far first, this sat going out with Von, yups shopping again... But hope not too long, i need to get back on track again... Well my hands are itchy to blog... Com pls stop attracting me le... I need to be a good girl to sit down and study now, not in front of my com....

2008-01-23T20:56:00.000+08:00

Today was the day for Fine Dining for my elective at Sha Villa... Will it was difficult as i was struggling to cope with the fork and knife... Coding from XX, fine dining is really ma fan, difficult for the person eating also difficult for the person serving... We are all student... They from Shatec, we from NYP... But overall everything is fine, except for the using of utensils... Well think we still prefer chopsticks... Lastly i gave up...

Yups i decide to reject my attachment place... Meaning i will go through another round of interview... Hopefully everything is fine... N yesterday is my shopping day... I bought a cute blue top, however it didn't pass my mama's round, so i can't wear it on first day of new year... But i can wear it on other day where i go my fren house play MJ.... I'm looking forward to play MJ, haha need to arrange time liao... I want to play with alot of ppl... My sec sch fren(ling, yue).... VE ppls...

O my i haven even study for my exams then think so far le... Stop dreaming!!!!

Lastly, to Hello... Coded from nic's blog "Not everything needed to be said, somethings can be felt by heart, especially love" no matter whoever you are(o have you tag wrongly by chance), think unspoken love might be just like the above statement....

2008-01-21T19:42:00.000+08:00

Everything has come to an end....
And every end marks a new beginning....

Well today was the last project submission, hope that all my babies are doing fine and will give me good returns... After 7 of labours finally all were tired... Credits to bb n xx... This week is the tips week then next week exams loh... Before really embarking on studying quite hope to go swimming first... It has been long after last swam... But KIV first, might not b able to go...

I dun like wearing heels la... It's both an angel n devil to girls... Wearing heels let the leg look nice, but the pain was terrible, calve muscle developing like crazy... Will never ever wear heels unless needed... I'm tired and my leg are tired.... Relax for this few day then begin the battle with exams...

2008-01-20T09:35:00.000+08:00

Yesterday night was fun outing with VE... To celebrate Puding's belated b'day cum VE gathering.... Those who went were, Puding, Cherrie, Yi Tian, Cai Yun, Kah Hong, Shuai Xun, Matthias, Von, Xiu Hui, Jeslyn, Ben, Winnie, Shipei, Gerald, Eric, Jia Bao, Nic, Emily, Paul (late), finally me!!! So many of us taking up the seats of pizza hut...
Morning went to do proj with bb n xx, lp and pj... Then we all ate Mac happily, and half done the proj... Everyone went home to do up specific parts, cuz we are all wear out...

Later took train back to amk, then met von... Then we together went to City Hall... Yups i was stupid enough to get a cut from my bag... It's quite a long cut, hopefully it can recover soon... Then met Jes at city hall, we walk over buy cake first... Then reach pizza hut, went in sit down n crap... But i'm hungry... Then later when food came, started to eat... Ate a piece of Hawalian and curry chicken... I suspect i'm having gastric, after eating the stomach not feeling well... Lucky last piece i dun need to take...

Then after that we went to Esplanade roof top to see night view, i really like that place... Then we took pics, mmm then carry on to merlion park, sit next to merlion to play zhong ji mi ma... Funny way of playing... Then after a while we went home... When i'm home the stomachache came abt again... i dunno i didn't skip meals... I dunno wat's going on... hope that i'm ok... Overall a fun night, dunno when will we have such fun again... It's always fun to be with VE!!!

2008-01-18T20:53:00.000+08:00

Today finally handed up my MICE project, this is the most toughest project juz like giving birth... So finally everyone's babies was going for the baby show competition... Well, my baby didn't win but i was not sad i not sure y, but i'm truly happy for the winning team... Maybe we really put in hardwork and we doesn't really mind the outcome... Well today is Puding's birthday... Happy Birthday... Stacie's in 2 days time wish her happy birthday in advance...

Well today morning i woke up exceptionally early like 5 am, as i couldn't sleep much... This few days appetite also have not been good...Nowadays weather so cold I need a cuddle... My class outing was postponed... Back to proj... Focus!!!

2008-01-16T23:54:00.000+08:00

A day to market with mummy...
It has been long since i last went to market... Think the last time went should be after MJ breakfast ba... Today i went to Chong Boon Market with my mummy... There is where i used to go pass everyday...I have not been there for like years... K i went there because i need to stock up some girls' necessity i think i was too busy till i have no time to buy, so today morning try to take out some time to go out as my presentation at 2pm...

Yups went to market, then bought loads of things like shopping man, but at market... But there can a place to get good deals.. I bought my new pj bottoms which i long wanted... Now thinking what tops to have... that's juz a small problem, no one is gonna see me in my pj unless sudden turn up... O we have a slumber party... Mmmm maybe can try wearing pj to go out at midnight... Sorry crazy ideas...

Lastly, i finally get to eat my Chong Boon Chicken Rice...It has been my long time favourite... Initially wanted to eat Chong Boon Laksa o Lor Mee... But wed didn't open.. There really got nice food, secondary sch sometimes after school will go there for meals, now so seldom go there le... But today get to eat again which is very happy...
Back to proj...

2008-01-15T22:05:00.000+08:00

Today is a much more relaxed night for me, preparing for the presentation tml... Which is like chosing food from menu what a lucky elective i have, enjoy life for 1 sem... Kkk 2 more project then we are set free for a while... Then examz is on the way... Sat gonna go makan session with VE and tue with my class... I dunno when can i go shopping for new year clothes...

Mmm saw something on my secondary buddy's blog... I really sad to see this... We used to be close friends, but really after we go poly we became further apart...I know we are busy, we have different committment now... Do friends really come n go? I think we juz move further apart as we go into a new stage of life, meeting new frens, cuz we sees them very often, thus we will tend to be closer for that period... i dunno for now i can say is close to bb n xx and VE... Some lab assistants... Ya after i graduate what will happen? i dun really know... Will end up getting new frens while working... Then wat happen to current frens, wat happen to older frens? So many questions running through my minds..

Well i dunno, Maybe thinking too much... Do girls like to think alot? I dunno... Teach me how to not think... There are still lots of things under the sun for us to think.. Sometimes hates mind running wild... Cannot concentrate... I would like the brain to stop for a moment, juz a few moments before it get explode again... I dun wanna think... Well tml going yoga hope that it will be a relax session for me...

2008-01-13T09:32:00.000+08:00

Recently have not much of thoughts to be written down... But juz frequent updates of how my days are going by... Well Juz something for the new batch of ve comm, everything must have a balance... Pls dun out too heavy on one side and neglected the other... Well we can say we still can move the pivot to balance out, but in real life there isn't any pivot i think the pivot is yourself...Can juz go and have fun but also do well in sch k... This is just one thing that i'm worry... But since we have chosen, i think you all will be able to handle it... I'm sure you guys sure can learn loads of things out of this one year...

Ok, yes yesterday went out with mr chen, yi tian, puding, xiu hui, kh, ben, nic, emily, shipei, winnie, gerald, sx plus me... First i went for my project meeting n then went back to join them... Then we all go kbox... i have not gone there since dunno when... Actually planning to go with ling they all de... But outcome usually i cannot make it... So we went there... Gosh, some songs really is too loud for the ears... Guys pls take care of your throat n voice... Gers are sweetest, no yelling juz jumping... Also got to listen to the nice voices... K next time can go again...

Actually after that went to have dinner then we went to catch a mid night show, Body 19... Well y thai movie plot similar one... Ending will become murder... I dunno la... But overall the movie ok didn't cover my eyes, but i like the angles they took from, also like the song... "Reflection of love" is in thai though, but the melody is nice... Well reach home like 245 like that... My mummy was waiting... Then nag a little as my phone is so dead flat... Next time will charged the phone first... Lesson learnt...

2008-01-07T00:05:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to my "cousin" wedding, well then i know we r not counted as cousins, juz long old frens of my daddy cuz we were close till i tot we were cousin... But never mind, everything started fine, i went to be the reception, then wow the list was not in alphabetical order, so i really train our eyes to look out for names... Then all the 3 of us were competing who can find the names first... Well cuz they are westerners, so they were so warm and welcoming... See everyone, will hug n do the cheek to cheek greetings... Here i can see the difference between the asians n the westerns... Well, i dun think u go to chinese weddings will do this to all the guest ba o even when we meet with each other... Think cuz we are more conservative ba, sometimes a hug may lead on to wrong intension.... If we do this ppl will feel weird ba...

Then after that was starting of the dinner then show video, so sweet... The groom veri shuai, cuz is 50% chinese the bride also pretty, she 100% western... Kkk then they play a game of bride rolling the egg from one side of the groom's pants to the other... Gosh, so pai sei, dun think chinese wedding have this too...Then when we leave, they also bid gd bye with the greetings and i also did it naturally, haha juz not used to... During the wedding, i tried out the white wine Chardonnay and i'm liking the taste, think this will be following me till i'm older.. Next time if i ever drink wine would choose Chardonnay... Wed going wine tasting, hopefully get to taste it again....

Well today was a fun day overall, tried the Wii game at Ben's house, it was real fun... Hai but dun think could get 1, also no time play...Well VE comm 07 handing over soon... Well they are the funniest ppl ever get to know also having common interest...Hope that we could stay close after handing over, knowing that everyone would be busy with their stuff, hopefully we would still gather n have fun...Not saying like not going VE but juz outside fun to have... Kkk overall today fun day... Doing something other then projects...

2008-01-04T21:58:00.000+08:00

Today i suddenly felt like exploding myself... I suddenly found that i have got so much things to do and it's all in a mess... I'm suddenly having too much things to handle, i'm losing myself... I have to stop myself down n think through properly wat to be done n wat come first... It's in a total mess... But now it's better, i think need to stop myself down sometimes... Well today whole afternoon doing my decision science proj well everything was in place and hopefully they are correct... This is the most difficult n tedious proj ever have... I think my body have already immune to hunger, i'm not feel them nowadays, so well it means i can go without meals... I know it's bad for health, but i'm ok maybe this few days too held up with proj le... I'll take care of myself, hope that i'll pull through... Next week got 3 presentations plus open house, hopefully everything will go smoothly... This time quite a few presentation require acting, haha gonna use the never ever owned acting skill...

Was listening to news n suddenly heard that the comedian MC King had passed away, so suddenly... I'm sad, although not someone close... But i guess i'm afraid of ppl leaving me... I dun want anyone to leave me... But i know it's impossible, not everyone gonna stay with you forever, n i also know that i will not stay alive forever... I think maybe i still need to learn how to let go...

2008-01-01T21:10:00.000+08:00

First Day of 2008...

Yesterday went countdown at Esplanade.... Like fireworks performance plus the SYC, their voices really nice... But on the way back was real horrors... First time seeing so many ppl coming together, but whenever there are ppl come then might have conflict... Dunno juz quite alot of things happened while squeezing...On the train has more horrors shall not talk abt it.... Reach home around 2 plus... Shall post a pic taken from sx blog...

This pic i also dunno my eyes opening o close (Maybe too small) Can I also wish my eyes grow bigger? Hehe... These were all the ppl went:(Left to Right)Shuai Xun, Paul (Join us countdown), Kah Hong, Nicholas, Matthias
Winnie, Suee, Yvonne, Cai Yun, Yi Tian, Me!!! (Li Dan n Emily Went home early)

We seated down at around 8 plus, then started playing the 5 10 game la... though Puding not with us but we still tried out her favourite cookies... Chocolate Favour... I win 2 times and emily won a few times... Then von kanna cookies quite alot of times... Poor her, Cy also sometimes show wrong hand sign o shout wrongly then kanna... I also wrong once i shouted 8 out of a sudden dunno y...When reach amk stop met my luan lun mummy(Yi) n her bf, so qiao la we at same place but never see each other but met at amk station... Haha dunno overall fireworks nice, shall wait for CNY liao... Think taipei's fireworks also nice cuz shot out from Taipei 101... Dunno if i have the chance to withness it... N got concert also, sure also loads of ppl n veri nice...

如果爱说不出口,

就让心死去, 再复活一次.

2007-12-31T12:20:00.000+08:00

Shall post somathing on the last day of 2007.....
New Year's Resolution (Sama Sama la)
1. Good Results/career (For IPP too...)
2. Good Health ans stay happy ( For everyone)
3. World Peace (though should be quite difficult)
4. Secret (For me to know)

Juz hope that the new start will be a good one and leave all the bad thing behind...Happy New Year!!! Waiting for it to come... N going VE later...

2007-12-25T21:51:00.000+08:00

How I celebrated X'mas?
Merry Christmas to all, I have been through a sleep-all-i-want christmas... I dunno wat was going on with me, but maybe i'm juz too tired, i have been sleep the longest hour that i have ever did... But are those waking n sleeping, not throughout the day... On Christmas eve itself i went to met von at her work place then went to bugis pass present to cherrie, then rush back amk... Cuz i meeting Ling they all at J8 to go ah pam house, how i know they all late except huai yue n xinyi reached... Then we all dunno how to go ah pam house, then call to yi ask her how to go... She ask me to look for a "golf course" imagine where to find a golf course out of a HDB estate...

All we know nearest golf course will be the sin ming one, then we came to a small grass area where senior citizen play the so called "golf" then call yi to double check with her whether that's the "golf course" she was referring to... Well so great, got grassland, got stick hitting a ball then is call golf... Now i know... Shall not laugh at this le, then we went up pam place then while waiting for "da pai" joking k to reach we play Taboo... Well eveyone tried to describe but we still gave up on alot of question... Then we went on to makan...

Got lots of food... Sushi, seaweed chicken etc... then we can't finish the food so the best game came again... Zhong ji mi ma... I was really lucky never kanna at all lo... Then after that we tired of the game then need some exercise so we played twister... This time i lose, hands legs all over... Then after that we count down to christmas... The 3 couples were sweet la celebrating together... Truly a season to celebrate with love... Then still got log cake to settle, stomach burst... After this few days sure grow fat le...Need to exercise le.... Then went home around 1 plus lucky still got train, some more not pack... K this time my mummy so gd allow me go out till so late... Looking forward to countdown for new year...

Sori forgot to include the pretty "Charlie", she is so cute can run all abt non-stop, well she is the Jack Russles which went to ah pam house... She's forever not tired, palying with her ball when it fall under the chair she r so determine to take it out... She's so cute... But juz gave birth so haven slim down so chubby co couldn't jump... But i know that she knows how to listen to command when there's food... she really sit when we ask her to sit, but without food, she will go all over the place.... When ppl went out of the house she will stand at the door for a while like missing them... Juz a few hours with her, can know so much of her....

Wat i have receive from all... The accessories box exchange with huai yue, the ice cream lamp from von, the keychain from yi and braclet from ling... And a card with my wish on it... From yi writing out my most wanting christmas wish, esp from her that will be even better... And all the smses i have received thanks for everything, have quite an enjoyable christmas, but today stayed at home to do up my project...

2007-12-23T01:44:00.000+08:00

This few days have done so many things, first on thurs met up with Lynda, Joanna, Daryl, Wu Sheng, His gf Samatha, and Jem to celebrate Yun's Birthday...Went to makan at Fish Manhanttan, gosh the portion very big we all eat till full like siao... Then today went to do project at Mandarin Oriental, i like there la, so pretty... I really like the environment, compare to four seasons there feel more comfort, wonder wat it will be like to work there... Then after went to discuss our project at MS starbucks, well sat there for very long, till we more or less decided the things... Then went home...

Today is "Dong Zhi" think is celebrating winter, then ate tang yuan for breakfast then at night my mum prepared steamboat, it was real nice, i like her cooking man, dunno whether i will inheritate cooking skill from her... Then my cousins all came to my house we have like reunion dinner... Juz before the dinner start i receive a call from my aunty telling me that i will be the recept for the coming wedding dinner of her son, i'm so elated... Haven done this job before but hope that i could do it to the best... Bought a dress for the wedding dinner...Hopefully it will be nice...

Above was blog before i went to sleep, thus would like to edit it and continue for today... Woke up at 10 am, finally can sleep till so late slightly slack a while thus sitting here bloging... Cuz i finish some parts that i need to hand in for my project, but later going out for meeting la... Well this morning i was blog hopping and have great thoughts about things.... Went through blogs, emotions went up and down too... Looking back found out that last year my thoughts were different, think ai qing is not that important... Now seeing my friends all have found their partners felt happy for them too... I'll need to work hard loh... There were also sad part where they left each other, or a one sided love etc...I dunno looking at all this is so ongoing... Hope those hurt shall recover fast, hope those who found their partners be happy and stay together forever k...

Well now i feel abt a partner is to support you whenever you need, for me holding me when i'm tired, really like a curdle when i'm sad o happy... There are more la... I dunno all this seems to be so sweet, but however when it come to end this sweet stuff will become a hurting memories... If i were to get into relationship i dun want to get out, (who will wish to)... I dunno feeling not really good, i dun want to be so emo de...

2007-12-19T22:55:00.000+08:00

CoLoUrFuL!!!

The pic was taken yesterday while caroling... Look carefully at the picture KH,SX n Lifen the Green, Yellow and Red are together so qiao... Well edited the post found out that posted like 2 times so gonna put together the two postes... For caroling was fun think everyone enjoy themselves, cuz we have self entertaining games, and also singing of songs on the bus ya... Then after that went shopping a while at orchard then went home... Haha tiring day but still need to do my projects... Cuz didn't really touch much... 2 weeks of holidays but need to complete 7 projects hope i can survive, everyday need to think of creative ideas, dunno how many brain cells killed... So fun some of my classmates have slumber party to celebrate holidays, so cute la...

Today really didn't rain thanks god man, enjoy swimming but arms are a bit suan though... Hai, shouldn't have say KH not able to wake up for swimming though he really didn't turn up, but end up I also overslept, but i still make it to go swimming, i woke up like 7.26 while i intend to meet puding 7.40 downstairs... Then we walk to yck mrt, sorry if you guys waited very long... Then after going into the pool for awhile saw Yitian coming then she join us haha... We swim till 9 plus end up playing water in medium pool haha... Then go sch for LTC, my god I'll b home a bit out of tune, saded... Then after went home put things then out for project meeting... After that Yoga, but next week got to miss again... Busy but happy day... Well back to my mountain of projects again... Tata...

2007-12-08T23:02:00.000+08:00

Stepping into December time really flies, so soon this year is coming to an end...Meaning i'm growing older again... Next year after my birthday my age will be starting with "2" loh, old loh.... Don't think bout it first, yesterday catch "Enchanted"with my luan lun family... Purposely chosen a couple seat for my papa n mei mei... The show was seriously veri nice n touching, but i didn't tear this time... Like a line from the show,"A true love's kiss is the most powerful...." Haha dun think wrong i got no true love yet... Still searching... Then are there happily ever after here? Pondering...The show ended nicely and the songs were real nice...

Wish to do a summary of wat i have done this year...
This year is really a growth n busy year for me, first in became ASL for VE, then experience alot that have never experience b4... Went through club crawl, orientation, bonding camp, concert camp, concert, carolling n loads of LTC... Haha finally can pass on the job le, i can now put load le... I'll still go VE de if time allow (I mean next Sem)... I really have learn alot throughout this year, thanks VE giving me a chance to learn so much stuff... Learn through mistake made, n also enlarge my circle of friends once again get to know more great friends in VE n holding on our passion and love... Nice to know all of them making practice in VE lively, laughter and caring each other... I'm sure we are now veri bonded, I guess i'll sure miss VE when i'm away from sch... All this have made my poly life very colourful... Also have exercise mates, I'm now much more active in working out now than secondary school days...

Next shall be getting in HA... From BA to HA... Really bahaha(classes througout my 3 years)...Is really very fast that we are going into sem 2 then next sem to attchement... HA is a great class to get into... Everyone works well, except for some unhappy things that happened, but let bygones b bygones and shall move forward... In hospitality class i really learn loads abt the industry and great frens to have, "getting ready for IR" ar... Also Xiu Hui everytime go VE with me after our lectures, sharing project ideas haha... though she not from my class but same lecture group... Next sem HA will go separate ways loh, some to disney, some to hotel, some to MICE, bb n xx also might separate from me le... Hope that i can get to my choice n not too far for attachment... Only can see all in the next next sem loh...

I was also a lab assistant, there let me to earn a little to save and also get to know many more lab assistants... I also learn alot stuff there, from an IT idiot to know i know how to configure wireless... Hehe that's all i could do the best... At helpdesk also met alot of ppl, when saw them in sch will also say hi, they also will chit chat with me... Sitting at B508, blog hopping there... A space to do my tutorials haha, there is really a quiet place when no one is there... Grow feelings to the room, and also memories of my success in solving problems...

Haha another long post again, of course above was some major things i have done, also not forgetting my secondary school friends though we seldom contact but i still misses the time we spend together, now all of us were doing different things, hope all were doing well... Ok going to end this post, i also ended this year single but not lonely as can see i have many things waiting for me to do... Dunno when will my prince appear, sorry down with "Enchanted" syndrome... I found that my eng become worst, cuz i become lazy and have shortcut while speaking... haha hope that i can improve la... N no more Happy Christmas while carolling...

2007-11-30T23:37:00.000+08:00

Relax Reflect Relieve Recover

Today was really a day full of event happening to me... From morning all along have things going on... Well y i used the 4 words, now need to explain....

Ok today i was slightly overslept, but didn't late la, then went sch handed in our MICE report... Whoa finally can relax a while, but need to move on to other projects as well... Then scary went to the class halfway through the presentation of ans, got chao da smell (smell like burnt stuff)... Then we look around found out the OHP (Overhead Projector) was giving out smoke so scary, i was sitting so near to the thing lah... bb still say if explode she also won't kanna first... Cuz i was the one sitting outside, make me even more worry.... Then we faster ask the teacher to off the OHP, then more smoke came out... End up we all present the answers verbally... Then suddenly the speaker got music, but dunno what happen but we care then after tat went to work at ELP...

After school on my way home did some reflection abt myself, well i found out i seriously can't keep myself quiet... Cuz somethings happened pulled me into this thought... I found out that if 1 day i didn't talk as much i would feel weird... But if i at home will b ok la, i mean when i with my frens o classmate... How i find myself a bit noisy le... Maybe at home no one talk to ba... But i'll try to cut down... I also find myself always saying wrong things... Thinking sometimes i really said things that offend ppl o veri stupid things... I'm so sorry i dun mean it de.. Sometimes we really have to filter through wat is coming out from the mouth man... If i go work with this kind of attitude sure jia lat... Must change ar....

Well then went onto after sch, met von around 7 to jog in sch it's seriously a good way to relieve stress... Felt so gd after running all the sweat camp out felt so gd... Then went home help my mum make juice that time... Stupid me put my head near to the cabinet then suddenly i raise my head then hit the cabinet lo... Dunno got ba lu gu onot but not pain le, so stupid la me like that also will hit myself, for over 8,9 years i know that the cabint is too low for me but today finally hit it... Dunno wat's wrong with me....

Lastly, I hope my voice faster come back ar!!! Thurs so sad la... After G i can't even go higher liao... Faster recover by 7 dec ar!!!! Mmmm today quite long post le... Got too much things happen la...