Les Voix 09
Yesterday, the hard work have really paid off... though it was not a perfect one but we know we have work hard for it... Running to sch after work, frustrating over getting OT on days of practice all this coming to an end... Sure everyone is tired, pls hv a good rest...

Still thought that after concert have no other event for me, no reasons for me to join ve for practice... Meaning free mon nights, feeling little empty... But i am given this great chance to sing with my conductor's grp for 1 event... Well finally have something to occupy my emptiness... Though Mr Ong said, "all the alto part are difficult". Meaning i have work even harder for this... To ensure that I did my best... We have not much time left...

Singing hv become a part of my life, i sing while i work, i sing while i'm stress... I just simply want to sing... It's used as my nature panadol... N luckily i hv my nicest fren in ve together we have fun n support each other... Soon everyone will hv to move on to their own path, but we hv promise that we must cross path right...I will miss those days mondays we gather to sing n laugh...

Well Well Well.. This little area of mine seems to be neglected... Sorry cuz of all the OTs i dun hv much time to update n nothing fun to share...

Juz some updates... realise didn't update much abt how ve is... Well for now i hv graduated n working but i still goes for ve... Juz feel like a commitment that cannot be given up... Try my very best to go for prac n now preparing for concert...

I seem to be lacking behind a bit due to the orlando trip, so some of the songs needs to put in extra effort... Hope that we can make it this time, i dunno if we will be able be singing (being a little negative) but will still grab any chance to perform....

Also hv went to sona's concert that's the point where it pulls me back to sing, i actually thinking of giving up but seeing them enjoying on the stage is the feeling that is so special to a performer...

台上十分钟，台下十年功。。。

After the performance a relieve face, a great job done, hard work paid off n looking forword to the other performance... That's the kind of feeling, expression that normal days we might not b able to get...

I'm juz simply hoping that we'll be able to continue singing...

Every year this special day to me have come again... I will always summaries my year at this day... But this year is so special the one n only 21st but I will just do the same normal things... Quite envy those friend who have celebrated this year with party but I am not a hospitable person(although in hospitality course)so i dun dare to have a big party...

How i pass my day, was celebrating with my parents n cousin yesterday night and thanks mummy for the beautiful present and VE comm for the present i have received them... N helping von to do her poster lo... Although normal but i like it... Who ask the weather also dun like me... When my birthday comes thunder n lighting come too...

Well here my summary goes... Last year I was working at my company as a trainee, I work past the National Day and F1... Then went back to sch for completion of my last semester... I didn't really did well, but just graduated with a diploma now...Then i went to Orlando to work a little i really love the life over there but sadly i have to come back to where i was from my homeland... Living 4 months of unrealistic but very fulfilling life... Cause when I came back I know i have to face the reality i need a job n not sitting back home n watch tv n shake leg... So i came back to the my company to work i really love the people there... That's why i went back hoping that i could get a position...

Really i was given a position n I am happily working now, but due to my perfectionism giving myself a little stress... N i am not firm enough, but on sat i did something real firm n i did it... I am very happy...

Well my wishes for the future will be doing my job very well and learn more things, i won't stop learning everyday...Hope that I'll be stronger day by day in work... I am hoping to make lesser n lesser mistake ok?? Then for my parents having good health n my 桃花 can blossom a bit la... Thanks enjoying the last half an hour of my birthday...

我不难过。。。

This is the song that have accompanied me this few weeks after I have come back n also times in the states... But now I have learnt a story behind this song...

作词:杨明学 作曲:李偲松
又站在你家的门口我们重复沉默
这样子单方面的守候
还能多久
*终于你开口向我述说他有多温柔
虽然你还握著我的手
但我已不在你心中
我真的懂 你不是喜新厌旧
是我 没有
陪在你身边当你寂寞时候
别再看著我说著你爱过 别太伤痛
我不难过 这不算什么
只是为什么眼泪会流我也不懂
就让我走 让我开始享受自由
回忆很多 你的影子也会充满我生活
我并不懦弱 你比谁都懂
虽然寂寞 这会是我 最后的宽容*
但我已不在你心中
Repeat *
抱紧我 再抱紧我
这一份感动 就请你让我留在胸口
别再说 是你的错
爱到了尽头 是非对错
就让它随风 忘了所有 过的比你快活
真的懂 你不是喜新厌旧
是我 没有
陪在你身边当你寂寞时候
别再看著我说著你爱过 别太伤痛
我不难过 这不算什么
只是为什么眼泪会流我也不懂
不要再说 或许这是最好的结果
现在分手 总好过你不爱我一拖再拖
松开你的手 离开你左右
我向前走 这会是我真正的解脱

I super like the lyrics of this song, it was wrote by 杨学明... Some of us might not know who he was, but so sadly that he have already left us... I was idleing this few weeks after I have came back from the states n found out about this talented guy, cuz I super like this song n then i found out the person who wrote the lyrics have pass on i was quite sad as he left behind with us this beautiful lyrics...

I am a person who like the lyrics more than the melody cuz it's the lyrics that makes a melody more meaningful... That's was y i love singing n we are telling a story through the lyrics... I will always try to feel the lyrics where we could give in more feeling while singing the song (not trying to be drama la)and singing/ listening them at the correct time... Giving me a soothing feeling... After going to states have given me more exposure to more different type of music n the trip actually have a little improvement to appreciating music and songs...

Little updates of me... Still trying to look for job, but with hope... Going from interview to interview hoping that every opportunity will be the right one... I now know how tough to look for job... But still wish me luck...

After 4 months....

My first step onto Singapore land was welcomed by phones calls n malay speaking officers... This was the first time heard Malay after 4 months i was super touch... Then after going through arrival, I went to duty free shop to buy alcohol, that's the first time i use Sing Dollars after 4 months... I was super elated...

The next day, von n pd brought me to tour around Singapore to see the new changes, firstly we went to Army Market @ Lavender, I ate the craving Prawn Soup Mee... Yeah the first time after 4 months... Then we went on to Orchard Road, wow super big changes after I left, the opening of Orchard Central n Ion have beautify the whole orchard road... I felt like a tourist... Then we came to Shunfu Market where Von bought her nice Swiss roll, I have too much of them over there so didn't want to try... N back to AMK also big changes, MOF opened, Prima Deli moved.. So much changes within the 4 months I left...

Then went back to VE saw familiar faces n yeah first time to sing choral after 4 months... Luckily i still remember some old songs... Then after resting at home... I started to have fever... So suai, all my plans all spoiled... My nice food all gone, everyday stuck to the TV n com... Self Quarantine... But shouldn't be H1N1... Currently, recovering... All my favourite food I'll sure conquer you all after i recover....

I was so sad, when I went to see doctor, the fragrance from the mixed vegetable rice make me drool.. WTH after 4 months no chance to eat now still prohibit me longer... My God faster let me recover i wanna eat nice food!!! N go out with my frens....

Coming to an end of life in Orlando.... Counting down 10 days....

Lovely 200th post... Simply Love the Skies of Orlando...

Enjoy the skies... Taken mostly from my apartment area... The skies here are nice but the weather aren't... Gotta be such great memories to see this pics....